Saturday, May 30, 2009

真没话说了

知从认识了这个人,不久后便成了我的好友。从认识到现在都差不多5年了。这个人对我来说满重要的,但现在已经有了改变。

我自前为了这个人做了好多事,陪了这个人很多,中骂多次,很甘心的帮这个人。但一句谢谢都没说。

朋友都说我傻,但我还是觉得是值得的。但是,这个人已改变很多,很快。我种觉得我在这个人的心目中已经不重要了。所谓的好友也没了。

不只我一个人感觉这个人已经变了。
但是能帮的上,我依然会伸出手的。

为了一个这样子的人而付出这么多,值得吗?
我所做的每一件事,这个人懂吗?
我是不是太傻?
还是是我做错了什么吗?

我也不知该说什么才好,每当想起这一个人心都很痛很痛。偶尔还会气呢。算了吧,我不想再想太多了。只让自己更心疼。没话说了。

eLaiNe signing off feeling disappointed..

going soon

hello ello..today is saturday..tmr is sunday..omg what nonsense am i talking about?! -.-

well ma point is..i'll be going back kampar tmr!! =\

3 weeks of holiday is over..gone..poof!!no more.. back to stressful world once more..zzZ

went shopping with mum just now..got myself some lingeries,a shirt and long pants..total rm73..

will be going for dinner after this with parents..then have to start packing..oh mum getting mua cooler!!kewl~

anyway someone went back early and had to sleep alone..poor thing.. =( but i'll be back soon!!wait for mie~ blek XP

eLaiNe signing off not wanting to go back..

Friday, May 29, 2009

lousy

i just realised the way i blog sucks!!!
eLaiNe T. wonder why..
sighs -.-
eLaiNe signing off unhappy..

Thursday, May 28, 2009

stars

woke up around 10 something this morning because my dai lou Ronnie ask me to help him fold stars..went to pick up ma macho hubby Addy as well..thank god she went wei..not like the lazy wei zhi..say got stuff to do but end up at ou as well with her cheer gang..

bought the papers then had sushi for lunch..went to look for a nice bottle but couldn't find so we ended up sitting outside osim shop folding stars from 2 til 4.30pm..ma butt also flat already..haha..in the middle addy bought the taiwan xxl chicken and we shared..its been such a long time since i last hanged out with addy..was fun! XD

adeline and mie.

the final outcome after a long day folding all 182 stars in total..it sounds little but trust me..its NOT!!anyway i wanna wish ma dai lou luck in getting back ma ex dai sou..hehe

eLaiNe signing off thinking a alot..

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

trippie

hey peeps..i managed to grab some photos from facebook..so will update about ma damai laut trip..3 old couples and 4 youngsters meet up at setiawan on 23rd may noon..reach the apartment which is in the resort as well after lunch..no food pics will be shown as i don't have them..haha..

the place we stayed at..block A

the room had a huge mirror..what more can we do then this when ma biatch is around?

after settling stuff we headed to the beach where i was the driver..they made us do this..

kena bullied by ma cousin bro.. -.-

biatches relaxing on the beach..

the following day we headed to the beach again before leaving..while the rest was at the beach..i took sam s. to the recreation room aka play room to show her the place..we ended up like kids doing this..

dam sweat right?i get it..

haha..yes there are these train thingy there like how we visit zoo..

kinda like this photo..we took it with timer.. =D

back at the beach..the parents enjoying..

meanwhile..sam s.,my cousin sis and i went to take pics..

yes angeline teh..you were there too!!

while we were away..my cousin bro did this!!!he didn't even tell us..ish >.<

to punish him..ask him to help us take photos..blek

before leaving they took a pic..my godmother aka as my youngest aunt hide behind ma cousin..

thats all for the trip..still got many pictures but all is with sam sau so i'll post what i've got..better then nothing la ya..hehe

eLaiNe signing off tired as usual..

Monday, May 25, 2009

aunty zhi

i just got back from damai laut with ma biatch yesterday around 7 plus..then straight away bath and got ready for someone's dinner at 6 to 10 grill at seksyen 17..yes yes very rush..what to do..someone turned 20 already..become AUNTY already..have to celebrate de..wakaka XP


who is that?i bet most of you already knew..its ma darling..


the card says it all..Hapi Burfdei!!

sorry about the late post darz..been busy..i mean you should know also..supposed to update last night but was back after 12 so ya..here you go!!finally an aunty already..i've waited for 4 months to call you this..its pay back time!!anyway love you always aunty zhi/aunty wei/aunty wei zhi/aunty crystal/aunty lee/crazy aunty/lazy aunty..gosh so many to call wei..haha

updates on damai laut will be post after i get the 200+ photos from samantha sau..teehee~

eLaiNe signing off feeling tired as always..

Friday, May 22, 2009

a priceless night

well..something bad happened last night..made my parents super angry..kept scolding my bro and i.. =( i thought i can't go out already but in the end i managed to sneak out to go look-out-point..wohoo~ nice!! XD


the way up is kinda hard to memorize..i tried but failed.. =( btw it's my first time there..what can you expect from me la right?!haha..so reached there almost 10pm..walked up and the weather was really cooling..maybe cause it rained before that..had mist too!!

i thought the place was like a curve where cars stop and you overlook KL from there like the hong kong dramas..but it was a tower instead..wtv..quite alot of people turned up on a thursday night..sobs..so kacau..i thought it would be peaceful so i can enjoy ma..ish!blek XP

without wasting your time..let me show you da view..


the view and i..yes yes..its blur..camera not good enough..hehe..(jz jk ya kenneth chang!!)

got beer to enjoy..had heineken and carlsberg..obviously i drink heineken la XP

someone else supposed to be here with me..uhuh..don't simply think ya..its ma biatch i'm talking about..she haven't been there too..so i called her instead..we'll go 1 day with lyn kays?!

haihz..i dun have to say also know what you people are thinking la..who i went with right?am i right?!?!all also so kepo..sighs

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yerpz..i went with jeckshen..thanks for all the trouble and tutorial lessons you had before getting me there!!it was really sweet of you to do so..that night was just more than words to express..all i can say is thank you buddy!! =D

anyway i'm off to damai laut for the weekend with my family and ma biatch!!go relax a little..and i told you i'll make you happy biatch!!what i say counts..loves

eLaiNe signing off remembering that night..

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

passed events

updates..this time with pictures..hehe

Fraser's Hill with 1 uncle,3 aunties,4 guys and 1 girl which is mua!! =)


the place where we spend 24 hours in the apartment playing rammy and eat and sleep..

it rained half the day and half the night..thats is why we couldn't have a stroll at night..sobs..rammy lo

was interrupted by the electricity but was ok after that..managed to have our steamboat..look how happy rayner was.. XD

our happy faces due to nice weather,good food,nice game,and great company..

it was midnight and i had to call 2 bday boy and girl to wish them..hong yee joined me as well with kai ning on the other side of the line..according to chee hoe this is call phone break..haha


started journey around 7..reached about 10..left around 4..reached home around 6.30..end of trip.

Right after i came back from fraser then got ready to go celebrate jeckshen's bday at K.T.Z ss2 with wei zhi and kerwei..got him a cake,oreo cheese..

~Happy 20th Birthday Giant~

look at his shy face..haha..

20 already lo..start acting like one!!blek XP

hope you had a great one..more to come!!loves

oh..and this was his bday pressie from mie!!!hehe..nice no?

Next day i went ou with ma cousins..went to Delicious for lunch..the food was great!!yummilicious.. >.<

the place..very comfy environment..
had chicken salad with avocado..rate it 3/5 cause i dun eat fruits..haha..too bad
cabonara..rate it 4/5..alot of sauce with i like..creamy enough but not cheesy enough..

Cheese burger..very big portion..had to pack the fries cause we were too full..rate it 4/5

i had this chocolate shake..gosh it was rich and creamy..they added vanilla ice cream!!pretty..rate it 4.5/5

my cousin bro,ben nett happy with his frostie laychee..

cousin Li Za and mua..she came back from NS..thats why tan ady..haha

after lunch we decide to watch a movie and Angels and Demons it was..jeckshen was at ou so asked him to join as well..it was his second time watching that movie cause the first time he fell asleep..haha..then williams for yamcha with js again..hehe..4 of us had fun that day..happy! =D

well thats all for this post..got no pictures so not updating much..anyway im lazy too..haha..oh by the way i went to the park with ma baby and jeckshen met me there..imagine a giant carrying a baby..kinda sweet huh?!look at this..

it seems that jaryl likes him..so is js..haha..btw he doesn't know how to carry a baby but with ma help 'wet wet water' la..haha..anyhow js can make lil jaryl laugh!!kewl no?!

thats all peeps..chaoz!

eLaiNe signing off feeling happie..

b-z-ness

hello~ hehe..what a holiday man!i've been up to many outings lately..what i can say is FUN!! XD

let me show ya the dates ever since i came back :

10/5 - help my dad to work the whole day,float procession at me area at night
11/5 - float procession at desa petaling
12/5 - templer park
13/5 - yamcha at ktz ss2
14/5 - kuala selangor for lunch
15/5 - market with ch n hy,ou n curve for shopping
16 & 17/5 - fraser's hill
17/5 - celebrate bday for js at ktz ss2
18/5 - ou for movie with cousins and js too
18 & 19/5 - slept over at aunt's place

upcoming events :
21/5 - look out point
22/5 - movie,supposed to have dinner but there's changes
23 & 24/5 - damai laut with family
25 or 26/5 - kl shopping

well i think thats about it..supposed to go melaka with samantha sau next monday to wednesday but due to the H1N1 thingy have to cancel..poor bitch no trip this sem..hopefully she can join me so at least she will be happy..cheers babe!!

eLaiNe signing off feeling speechless..dunno why =\

Sunday, May 17, 2009

bigbigday


hey you!haha..i learn this from Tan Jeck Shen =P

why is it a big big day?

because hor..its a big big day for the big big guy that has turned 20!!!



Ha-p Burst-dei tu yu!!


To JsTan

Although i only know you this year,somehow our friendship is none like the others.In such short period of time we managed to be so close.haha.i really hope our friendship can last like my bitch and also like hong yee they all.anyway i hope you'll like the present.you wanted it quite long already.and u'r more then welcome for it!have a great one luc!loves,hugs,kisses.xoxo


btw,


it's also my Heng Dai's birthday leh

presenting Angeline Teh


Happie Burfday 2 ya too!!

To lyn,

well i know you since 1st sem,got closed because of HD.haha.hang out alot at westlake.yamate at your place and have makan sessions all and also waterfall.was really fun.despite of all the bad things that happened in sem 2,i'm still glad to have a friend like you!be strong kays?!i hope our friendship will be like before and will last as well.enjoy your day too.your present will be delayed.haha.loves,hugs and kisses.xoxo

p/s : i don't have a picture of you alone and corping wouldn't be nice.so instead i put up a picture that we both like!sorry!

eLaiNe signing off wishing js and angie all the best in life! =D

Friday, May 15, 2009

upthehill

hello folks!i'm going fraser's hill with hong yee with his parents and his mum's friend,chee hoe,tiang,rayner and his mum tomorrow morning at 6.45am cause wanna avoid traffic and to reach the gate by 9am..

leaving early yet i'm still blogging and talking to rayner..haven pack yet..haha..and i'm super sleepy..not only now but recently..maybe cause of finals..my sleeping time changed 180 degrees..daytime for sleeping,nighttime for studying..sleep at 7am daily..siao hor?!i know..haha

anyway..i realised i very long didn go market already..just went with hong yee and chee hoe this morning to get food for the trip..hehe..then of to curve and ou for shopping..then went over to chee hoe's house to teman him pack cause hong yee ditched us both.. -.-

i think thats all for now..still waiting for pictures to update on templer park-FEAS outing..haha..yes new group new name!i create wan la..

eLaiNe signing off hoping someone can rmb the way to lil genting!!cz i wana go there.. =)

Thursday, May 14, 2009

cold

yes yes..weather is damn hot these days..killer la..i stone also can sweat..just imagine that!!

in order to cool down..i went to Templer Park with Ah Fai,Angeline Teh and Samantha Sau on tuesday..it was fun i tell you..the water was just heaven!!will update about that soon..no pictures -.-

anyway i just got back from some catch up sessions with hong yee,tiang,meng yoei,kaishan and yein mun at ss2 ktz..after that went back to hong yee's place for rammy!!lost rm0.20..wakaka..rayner,yi ming and dana came after that and we headed to aman suria for ramli..

overall was nice..very long didn't see them already..plans made just now is kuala selangor for lunch and midnight movie tomorrow!!hopefully i can go out tomorrow night..wish me luck!!

p/s : had a very fun evening that was filled with laughter with someone..thanks ya..and sorry for not paying full attention on the phone!! =\

eLaiNe signing off feeling happy and guilty..aiks

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

alive!

oh,remember the previous posts i was saying that you all could visit ma grave?

well i'm glad to say that



well i'm still alive for now..

wait till results is out..

i may be back in ma grave again..

p/s : someone purposely bluetooth this picture for me to post it up..so before i forget..here it is..blek!!

eLaiNe signing off feeling rather alive for now..

Monday, May 11, 2009

hommie

HOME SWEET HOME~

I'm back yo people i'm back!!

it feels so good to be home..

eLaiNe signing off feeling safe and sound..

Friday, May 8, 2009

shake it

eLaiNe T. has finally finish finals =D
year 1 for degree is over
passing is another problem
i just wanna go home
so much to do yet so little time
outings here i come~ whee~ XD

eLaiNe signing off being a happy girl..

Thursday, May 7, 2009

final battle

flags waving high..
guns loaded..
well suited..
heart pounding hard in the chest..
the last battle is finally here..

past 5 battles are not victorious nor is a lost..
a fair battle i would say..
winning strategies were not well planned..
only the leader is to blame..
which is me and only me..

my aim is not high..
all at least with Bs please..
last paper..
speechless..

eLaiNe signing off hoping to return safely from war..

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

why cover?

when a person starts to tell a lie,it will never be one
more lies will be told no matter its a bad or good one
because you'll have to tell another lie to cover the previous one
and another to cover the previous and another
it goes on and on,a never ending process unless you stop and settle it
am i right?tell me if i'm wrong

if you're wrong then why cover?
why can't one admit what one had done wrong and stop blaming others for it
trying so hard to hide whats behind from everyone around you
someone may know what you have done
but tend to remain silent

some may not know about your attention and they will always be fooled
i may be one of them who is being fooled by others
i bet many are as well because people do not show their true colours so soon
be patient and you'll find the truth around you

eLaiNe signing off hoping not to be cheated..

Monday, May 4, 2009

*poof*

i supposed to be sleeping right now
due to some problem i can't
instead i watched 2 episods of drama
going to study POP now
lifeless

eLaiNe signing out never ever to want this to happen again..

japanes-ing

zomg..i'm still alive and awake since i dunno when to study japanese for the paper in like erm 9 hours time?

i've wasted 2 and a half days doing NOTHING..really nothing at all..zzZ

supposed to wash clothes=didn't wash lo,study=didn't study lo

what i did?

eat,yes
sleep,alot
watch drama,yes
eastlake,yup
talking,always
conflict,abit
yamcha,duh
msn,cant resist
blog,can see la
sh*t,of cz wei

ya..there you go..done so many things yet didn't study..how?you tell me how?!how to pass the next 3 papers leh?!?!!

now i'm still alive..next thing you know..you'll be visiting ma grave real soon..finals is NOT an excuse people..

eLaiNe signing off going back to war.. *shooting starting soon*

Sunday, May 3, 2009

rain

its was raining last night
so was this morning
weather seems rather nice today
after a storm that went away

last night was though a nightmare
a nightmare that was not frightening
rather a relief storm that came
and things now aren't the same

what remain untouched
it would have to be me
still so hurtful to others
and it was not meant to be

how nice if rain can change us
washing all bad stuffs away
leaving the new and clean us
that will always be okay

even if you're drifting
on the wide ocean out there
remember there's always a ship
that is willing to stop by and care

eLaiNe signing off forgiving and forgiven..

so be it

'so be it' is such harsh words for me ever since 11 October 2006.

i never hear those words again until just know.i didn't expect to hear it coming out from that person's mouth but it just did.

heart broken for that instant.

i know it wasn't that person's fault to say so.its me who was too sensitive.i admit.

i didn't blame that person and i hope that person will understand that i who was wrong.

chill kay someone.

i'll be fine.

eLaiNe signing out in a mess..

Saturday, May 2, 2009

now i know

my darling wei zhi will be staying with me from today onwards till next friday or so..this is because she will be shifting out from westlake already..sobs =(

she will be staying with ker wei,jeckshen and also ah yap at selatan..kinda deep in wan la..a whole house to themselves..sounds fun but dangerous in a way..so do be careful ya darz!!!

i wonder what will happen during these days..a lot of talking lo..wakaka..gossiping la mostly..haihz..but die la..haven't study finish wei..haven't even touch any of the 3 subjects that will be up next week..sighs =\

okay back to ma topic..i finally get to feel how is it like to have a roommate but hor ma room is damn small..so have to adjust abit la..haha..

haha..kisses from ma darz..lucky ain't i?!love ya too!!!muaxxx <3

eLaiNe signing off feeling lucky..wohoo~~ >.<

once a biatch,forever MY biatch

i meet her in uni,same course same class.

short hair,cool looks,slippers and at time slumber looks to class plus always with the tallest girl in pr5.

wasn't close with her in sem 1.didn't even know her well at all.but we are classmates,different group only.

BUT,however,after sem 2 started,we were so close till now!!weird no?!actually we started to get close by the end of sem 1 thanks to our hang out sessions at westlake till the wee hours.haha

always hang out together,stay overs,makan sessions,short trips,gossiping,and many more.even sleeping on the same bed which turns out to be a ___.haha.you fill la XD

i really had a blast while being with her.she is damn a soh poh i tell you.if you don't know her well,you'll think that she is the cool cool type,very bitchy and all person.BUT once you get to know this crazy friend of mine,you'll never regret i tell you!!hehe

credits to her for being there for me all this while,when i'm sad and down or high and happy.she means a lot to me as a friend now.i cannot promise our friendship won't change,but i hope it will last.like those shows where best friends really last?i want that to happen to us biatches.

thanks for everything biatch!!like i always say,you've got my back!!just don't let me down k?!

you know i love you too much SAMANTHA SAU YI TING!!!

i love this picture of us very much and i dunno why!!!we seem soooo happy

loves,hugs and kisses always..xoxo

this is especially for ya bitch!! >.<

eLaiNe signing off feeling lucky to have this jealous pig as her bitch..

多谢新朋友

我刚刚从westlake回来。和两位朋友在车内谈了好久好久。也笑了很多。

多谢新朋友的陪伴下才能出去兜兜风,感觉还挺不错嘛!嘻嘻 XD

假如没有‘所谓的宝贝’,我根本去不到那里。

比如新朋友没那么宠我,每次都载我到处绕,到处跑,到处吃,又不跟我计较,我看我会每天呆在家里闷死了啦!!

我很感谢你,这位才在那晚认识不久的朋友!!你总让我觉得我怎么在金宝会有这样的一位朋友。 =)

谢谢你李丽甄!!爱死你了!!

by爱你的依玲。

whats with you?!

do you feel weird when someone that thinks that when another person he/she used to know had changed and was never like before?

was it wrong to change in the first place?

if its for the better..i mean why not!!unless its for the worst then YOU have a right to speak out.

i really don't get what is in that person's mind..i mean its like you make new friends although they come and go..perception towards someone may change in time..so what's the big deal being close to someone that you once dislike?its not wrong right?besides,its a good thing don't you people think so?and what's wrong if your friend is hanging out with that new friend he/she once dislike?we have many and different friends around us..don't expect us to be around you all the time..

if a person can turn from liking to disliking a friend..it may be vice versa as well..so don't make a big fuss about it..and IF you happened to be THAT someone i've mentioned..please use your head GOD gave you to think wisely before speaking..people DO change at times

people learn to be stronger,more independant,more patient,to voice out,what is right and what is wrong..what's most important is that people learn from mistakes..people won't be so dumb to let others keep hurting themselves and not doing anything about it..if so its because they think its worth for the one they love..

if you love someone..mean it and prove it..if not..ask someone to kick you in the butt or slap you hard enough to realise that you are hurting someone that is really in love and have been waiting for you..don't be a selfish bus*ard..you wouldn't understand the pain that person is going through all because of YOU!!

so THINK really hard..you cannot always have people around you and expect them to always be the same..even when YOU change..you yourself don't even know..just wake up..

eLaiNe signing off feeling much better..sighs

Friday, May 1, 2009

faster la

haihz..finals dam fan wan la..3 down 3 more to go..somemore next 3 are the killers..ish!! >.<

no mood to study also wei..how ar?the whether yao so damn hot..zzZ

anyway will be going back peejay..hooray!!on the 8th or 9th..can't wait already..hehe many plans awaiting mua..let's see..

-back for wesak day
-go back to see both cousins which are back from langkawi and sarawak..gonna have dota sessions with cousins too
-go klang and cheras for makan sessions
-sleep overs -trips with friends and family
-yamcha sessions and gathering with ma close friends
-shopping and movies

i guess thats all..haha..so much to do BUT finals is not over yet..have to stop dreaming already..back to studies first..sighs

p/s : i would also like to send my condolence to angeline and her family..her grandma passed away yesterday..it was quite a shocking news to be heard especially during finals..hopefully angie can still stay strong..may her grandma rest in peace..loves

eLaiNe signing out dreaming about hols ady.. =P

where is the love?

"What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma"

so true..i wonder what is wrong with the world this days..getting so complicated..

"If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong?"

Aren't there supposed to be love around us?Why can't i feel them?

"Instead in spreading love we're spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found"

Well..like above..let's just keep waiting shall we?

eLaiNe signing off feeling love-less.. =(

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