3 assignments done in 1 week..cool aye?!

it was NOT obviously..x-the-rime-lee stressful!!

although 3 things down..i'll still be busy till next wednesday..why so?

saturday-after japanese class then go straight back to ipoh..got dinner at night
sunday-early morning have to go 'bai san' (qing ming)
monday-pass up emc slides..advertising presentation (1st group)
tuesday-press conference due
wednesday-emc presentation

basically my weekend is gonna be hectic as well..2 more things to pass up on monday..2 presentations in 3 days..1 due date coming..

what a week i shall say..

eLaiNe signing off speechless..

read some emo posts last night and tonight..well i kinda like to read such posts of others..somehow i can feel how they feel and be sad about it..it kind of teaches me not to make the same mistakes or do such things or be like that someone that hurt them before..i learn..

i do not want to be someone that will hurt others..hopefully i'm not doing such things now cause i know i've done things that have hurt others..i do not want to be that person people critic after reading about me somewhere in another blog..if so i would like to apologize to all..

emo posts are for people to release their pain felt inside..i respect those who dare write it out..cause some can't do so..afraid some things after being mentioned is not allowed to let the world know..all that could be done is to hide..deep deep down inside..

anyway i do not hope to see others emo..so cheer up k people?!if can i'll be there for you to cry on or spill thoughts..so don't worry,be happy!!

eLaiNe signing off feeling better..

as i was saying in my previous post..i was up almost the whole night yesterday..i slept after 5..woke up before 7..class was at 8..class ended at 4.30..

here i am again blogging before i leave for assignments..i miss my bed..i miss sleeping..i miss holidays..i miss dreaming..

i want my biatch and lucas..they are my best buddies now in seriously short period of time..everything happen so fast..we're close only after sem 2 started..extremely grateful to have them both..never thought of losing them..

lack of sleep this past 2 weeks..still up doing assignments till this time almost every night..rushing and rushing is so tiring..and SLEEPY!!!god pls help me if you can..

im so stressed up..at times i feel like breaking down..but i know i cant..if so im so doom..only my biatch knows how i really feel..seriously gona have emotional break down liao..HOW??

eLaiNe signing off to continue with assignments..zZ

was doing emc on sunday night.. and i was not in a good mood..was kinda down..didn knew why =(

then someone came to check on me through msn and we chatted till i sense something was coming..i knew that 'that' matter would be brought up sooner or later..i was thinking why not settle it once and for all..i did and now i have to bare with the consequences..i feel like im losing a close friend real soon..a wall is built between us..a torn in both our hearts..i felt real bad and guilty after that..

'Why did i do that?'

'Why now?'

'Am I right for doing so?'

'Can we still remain the same again?'

so many questions just keep popping out..honestly i do not know the answers for all..the main question is 'What have i done?!'

i really don't know..

i want us to be as before..close friends it shall be..all i can say to you is that im trully sorry..

eLaiNe signing out feeling real bad and down..sigh

i know uni life is not easy..lots of assignments and all..to most of us english can be considered as a not-so-tough subject if you have the basic..so do i..but something have changed ma mind..english is not so easy after all..

because of the english for mass comm assignment my stress level has gone way up till i wana burst in tears..not only me but almost the whole PR group..can you imagine how stress that could be?!kidding no..not to say the lecturer or tutor is no good..she's really good but just that her standard is super high..so is her expectations..we have to do extra stuffs compared to other courses..i just cant wait for this week to end..because not only emc..we still have ipc and advertising to pass up end of this week..stress gila!!3 assignments..GG

hopefully PR5 is planning something on friday to release all our tention..haha..we really need a Break before presentations are up!!

eLaiNe signing off feeling stress..

PR Prom was last night..and i was there!!hehe..most of my classmates went and it was ok..the problem is that the hall was super small,no dance floor,nice songs was all at the end,didnt turn off lights,not high enough,only fried rice for dinner and cant think already..haha..well what do you expect for rm15?!

Performance was ok also..but the dancing part was kinda fun!!wakaka..dance alot with samantha sau aka my dancing partner of the night..wohoo~

The seats which is in rows form..supposed to be in tables wan..haihz

The lovely girls

Not bad looking guys XD

I love angeline!!nice pic?

Yes i love you too samantha!!gila girl..

Dancing couple of the night..they dance with almost every song including cha cha..haha

Our IPC tutor ms norazimah..fun tutor to be with =D

Advertising lecturer and tutor..ms esaline

EMC lecturer and tutor..ms suzanne ng

Picture of the night..PR5

Thats all i think..oh we went MM for supper cause we didnt eat much during prom..haha..everyone was looking at us because we were all so formal..but its kinda cool to wear like that to mamak..haha..hopefully PR5 have more upcoming events after week 10 (pr5 should know why)

eLaiNe signing off feeling lazy..

many sleepless nites had made me become a zombie!!went back peejay also didnt sleep much..wakaka..BUT i managed to see ma baby boy Jaryl..took him to 1U..hehe..then i had seafood for 3 days straight..thx daddy!! <3

other than that i had yamcha session with hong yee,chee hoe,yi ming,meng yoei,tiang and rayner at Ming Tien..its nice to catch up with them..whee~

neways im back in kampar..having alot of presentations coming up..and no internet connection..lousy..

thats all folks..till then..bye

eLaiNe signing off feeling like gona fall sick..

yup..i'm gona be MIA for awhile cause my house modem kena lightning strike..meaning no internet lo..so sad..dont miss me too much ya peeps..will be back soon.. =)

FYI..i'll be very busy with up coming presentations and midterms..so stress..thats all..ohya..will be goong back peejay this weekend too..see ya people soon..yamcha sessions ya!!keke

eLaiNe signing off feeling tired and stress..

yesterday after class i went over to angeline and samantha's place to 'pou' (stay over)..we had pasta for dinner and watched onefm concert..after that we went cycling with sherry,danny and roy..played basketball too..but the court was full of s**t..im serious..cow s**t that is..haha..went back around 2 sthg and had pillow talk..our conversation was full of 'ah~ yamate yamate~' (inside joke) we laughed super loud!!it was so funny..teehee >.<

woke up around 1 today..they had group discussion so i was left onlining alone..but we watched Forest Gump..was nice..now i know the history of Bubba Gump..interesting indeed..

p/s : i'll be back you two!!pou-ing there is damn syok..keke

Having dinner with my tall buddy soon and later One Tree Hill!!yeah..supposed to go fix bicycle but its gonna rain..so better not go out..for you ppl back in PeeJay..its like Genting in Kampar!!so cold..i likey!! =)

okay..gonna bath ady..sayonara

eLaiNe signing off enjoying the weather..