知从认识了这个人，不久后便成了我的好友。从认识到现在都差不多5年了。这个人对我来说满重要的，但现在已经有了改变。

我自前为了这个人做了好多事，陪了这个人很多，中骂多次，很甘心的帮这个人。但一句谢谢都没说。

朋友都说我傻，但我还是觉得是值得的。但是，这个人已改变很多，很快。我种觉得我在这个人的心目中已经不重要了。所谓的好友也没了。

hello ello..today is saturday..tmr is sunday..omg what nonsense am i talking about?! -.-

well ma point is..i'll be going back kampar tmr!! =\

3 weeks of holiday is over..gone..poof!!no more.. back to stressful world once more..zzZ

went shopping with mum just now..got myself some lingeries,a shirt and long pants..total rm73..

will be going for dinner after this with parents..then have to start packing..oh mum getting mua cooler!!kewl~

anyway someone went back early and had to sleep alone..poor thing.. =( but i'll be back soon!!wait for mie~ blek XP

eLaiNe signing off not wanting to go back..

adeline and mie.

the final outcome after a long day folding all 182 stars in total..it sounds little but trust me..its NOT!!anyway i wanna wish ma dai lou luck in getting back ma ex dai sou..hehe

eLaiNe signing off thinking a alot..

kena bullied by ma cousin bro.. -.-

biatches relaxing on the beach..

the following day we headed to the beach again before leaving..while the rest was at the beach..i took sam s. to the recreation room aka play room to show her the place..we ended up like kids doing this..

dam sweat right?i get it..

haha..yes there are these train thingy there like how we visit zoo..

kinda like this photo..we took it with timer.. =D

back at the beach..the parents enjoying..

yes angeline teh..you were there too!!

while we were away..my cousin bro did this!!!he didn't even tell us..ish >.<

to punish him..ask him to help us take photos..blek

before leaving they took a pic..my godmother aka as my youngest aunt hide behind ma cousin..

thats all for the trip..still got many pictures but all is with sam sau so i'll post what i've got..better then nothing la ya..hehe

eLaiNe signing off tired as usual..

i just got back from damai laut with ma biatch yesterday around 7 plus..then straight away bath and got ready for someone's dinner at 6 to 10 grill at seksyen 17..yes yes very rush..what to do..someone turned 20 already..become AUNTY already..have to celebrate de..wakaka XP

well..something bad happened last night..made my parents super angry..kept scolding my bro and i.. =( i thought i can't go out already but in the end i managed to sneak out to go look-out-point..wohoo~ nice!! XD

the view and i..yes yes..its blur..camera not good enough..hehe..(jz jk ya kenneth chang!!)

got beer to enjoy..had heineken and carlsberg..obviously i drink heineken la XP

someone else supposed to be here with me..uhuh..don't simply think ya..its ma biatch i'm talking about..she haven't been there too..so i called her instead..we'll go 1 day with lyn kays?!

haihz..i dun have to say also know what you people are thinking la..who i went with right?am i right?!?!all also so kepo..sighs

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yerpz..i went with jeckshen..thanks for all the trouble and tutorial lessons you had before getting me there!!it was really sweet of you to do so..that night was just more than words to express..all i can say is thank you buddy!! =D

anyway i'm off to damai laut for the weekend with my family and ma biatch!!go relax a little..and i told you i'll make you happy biatch!!what i say counts..loves

eLaiNe signing off remembering that night..

the place where we spend 24 hours in the apartment playing rammy and eat and sleep..

it rained half the day and half the night..thats is why we couldn't have a stroll at night..sobs..rammy lo

was interrupted by the electricity but was ok after that..managed to have our steamboat..look how happy rayner was.. XD

our happy faces due to nice weather,good food,nice game,and great company..

it was midnight and i had to call 2 bday boy and girl to wish them..hong yee joined me as well with kai ning on the other side of the line..according to chee hoe this is call phone break..haha

started journey around 7..reached about 10..left around 4..reached home around 6.30..end of trip.

Right after i came back from fraser then got ready to go celebrate jeckshen's bday at K.T.Z ss2 with wei zhi and kerwei..got him a cake,oreo cheese..

~Happy 20th Birthday Giant~

look at his shy face..haha..

20 already lo..start acting like one!!blek XP

hope you had a great one..more to come!!loves

oh..and this was his bday pressie from mie!!!hehe..nice no?

Next day i went ou with ma cousins..went to Delicious for lunch..the food was great!!yummilicious.. >.<

cabonara..rate it 4/5..alot of sauce with i like..creamy enough but not cheesy enough..

Cheese burger..very big portion..had to pack the fries cause we were too full..rate it 4/5

i had this chocolate shake..gosh it was rich and creamy..they added vanilla ice cream!!pretty..rate it 4.5/5

my cousin bro,ben nett happy with his frostie laychee..

cousin Li Za and mua..she came back from NS..thats why tan ady..haha

after lunch we decide to watch a movie and Angels and Demons it was..jeckshen was at ou so asked him to join as well..it was his second time watching that movie cause the first time he fell asleep..haha..then williams for yamcha with js again..hehe..4 of us had fun that day..happy! =D

well thats all for this post..got no pictures so not updating much..anyway im lazy too..haha..oh by the way i went to the park with ma baby and jeckshen met me there..imagine a giant carrying a baby..kinda sweet huh?!look at this..

it seems that jaryl likes him..so is js..haha..btw he doesn't know how to carry a baby but with ma help 'wet wet water' la..haha..anyhow js can make lil jaryl laugh!!kewl no?!

thats all peeps..chaoz!

eLaiNe signing off feeling happie..

hello~ hehe..what a holiday man!i've been up to many outings lately..what i can say is FUN!! XD

let me show ya the dates ever since i came back :

hello folks!i'm going fraser's hill with hong yee with his parents and his mum's friend,chee hoe,tiang,rayner and his mum tomorrow morning at 6.45am cause wanna avoid traffic and to reach the gate by 9am..

leaving early yet i'm still blogging and talking to rayner..haven pack yet..haha..and i'm super sleepy..not only now but recently..maybe cause of finals..my sleeping time changed 180 degrees..daytime for sleeping,nighttime for studying..sleep at 7am daily..siao hor?!i know..haha

anyway..i realised i very long didn go market already..just went with hong yee and chee hoe this morning to get food for the trip..hehe..then of to curve and ou for shopping..then went over to chee hoe's house to teman him pack cause hong yee ditched us both.. -.-

i think thats all for now..still waiting for pictures to update on templer park-FEAS outing..haha..yes new group new name!i create wan la..

eLaiNe signing off hoping someone can rmb the way to lil genting!!cz i wana go there.. =)

yes yes..weather is damn hot these days..killer la..i stone also can sweat..just imagine that!!

in order to cool down..i went to Templer Park with Ah Fai,Angeline Teh and Samantha Sau on tuesday..it was fun i tell you..the water was just heaven!!will update about that soon..no pictures -.-

anyway i just got back from some catch up sessions with hong yee,tiang,meng yoei,kaishan and yein mun at ss2 ktz..after that went back to hong yee's place for rammy!!lost rm0.20..wakaka..rayner,yi ming and dana came after that and we headed to aman suria for ramli..

overall was nice..very long didn't see them already..plans made just now is kuala selangor for lunch and midnight movie tomorrow!!hopefully i can go out tomorrow night..wish me luck!!

p/s : had a very fun evening that was filled with laughter with someone..thanks ya..and sorry for not paying full attention on the phone!! =\

eLaiNe signing off feeling happy and guilty..aiks

flags waving high..
guns loaded..
well suited..
heart pounding hard in the chest..
the last battle is finally here..

past 5 battles are not victorious nor is a lost..
a fair battle i would say..
winning strategies were not well planned..
only the leader is to blame..
which is me and only me..

my aim is not high..
all at least with Bs please..
last paper..
speechless..

eLaiNe signing off hoping to return safely from war..

zomg..i'm still alive and awake since i dunno when to study japanese for the paper in like erm 9 hours time?

i've wasted 2 and a half days doing NOTHING..really nothing at all..zzZ

supposed to wash clothes=didn't wash lo,study=didn't study lo

what i did?

eat,yes
sleep,alot
watch drama,yes
eastlake,yup
talking,always
conflict,abit
yamcha,duh
msn,cant resist
blog,can see la
sh*t,of cz wei

ya..there you go..done so many things yet didn't study..how?you tell me how?!how to pass the next 3 papers leh?!?!!

now i'm still alive..next thing you know..you'll be visiting ma grave real soon..finals is NOT an excuse people..

eLaiNe signing off going back to war.. *shooting starting soon*

its was raining last night
so was this morning
weather seems rather nice today
after a storm that went away

last night was though a nightmare
a nightmare that was not frightening
rather a relief storm that came
and things now aren't the same

what remain untouched
it would have to be me
still so hurtful to others
and it was not meant to be

how nice if rain can change us
washing all bad stuffs away
leaving the new and clean us
that will always be okay

even if you're drifting
on the wide ocean out there
remember there's always a ship
that is willing to stop by and care

eLaiNe signing off forgiving and forgiven..

'so be it' is such harsh words for me ever since 11 October 2006.

i never hear those words again until just know.i didn't expect to hear it coming out from that person's mouth but it just did.

heart broken for that instant.

i know it wasn't that person's fault to say so.its me who was too sensitive.i admit.

i didn't blame that person and i hope that person will understand that i who was wrong.

chill kay someone.

i'll be fine.

eLaiNe signing out in a mess..

haha..kisses from ma darz..lucky ain't i?!love ya too!!!muaxxx <3

eLaiNe signing off feeling lucky..wohoo~~ >.<

i meet her in uni,same course same class.

short hair,cool looks,slippers and at time slumber looks to class plus always with the tallest girl in pr5.

wasn't close with her in sem 1.didn't even know her well at all.but we are classmates,different group only.

BUT,however,after sem 2 started,we were so close till now!!weird no?!actually we started to get close by the end of sem 1 thanks to our hang out sessions at westlake till the wee hours.haha

always hang out together,stay overs,makan sessions,short trips,gossiping,and many more.even sleeping on the same bed which turns out to be a ___.haha.you fill la XD

i really had a blast while being with her.she is damn a soh poh i tell you.if you don't know her well,you'll think that she is the cool cool type,very bitchy and all person.BUT once you get to know this crazy friend of mine,you'll never regret i tell you!!hehe

credits to her for being there for me all this while,when i'm sad and down or high and happy.she means a lot to me as a friend now.i cannot promise our friendship won't change,but i hope it will last.like those shows where best friends really last?i want that to happen to us biatches.

thanks for everything biatch!!like i always say,you've got my back!!just don't let me down k?!

you know i love you too much SAMANTHA SAU YI TING!!!

i love this picture of us very much and i dunno why!!!we seem soooo happy

我刚刚从westlake回来。和两位朋友在车内谈了好久好久。也笑了很多。

多谢新朋友的陪伴下才能出去兜兜风，感觉还挺不错嘛！嘻嘻 XD

假如没有‘所谓的宝贝’，我根本去不到那里。

比如新朋友没那么宠我，每次都载我到处绕，到处跑，到处吃，又不跟我计较，我看我会每天呆在家里闷死了啦！！

我很感谢你，这位才在那晚认识不久的朋友！！你总让我觉得我怎么在金宝会有这样的一位朋友。 =)

谢谢你李丽甄！！爱死你了！！

by爱你的依玲。

do you feel weird when someone that thinks that when another person he/she used to know had changed and was never like before?

was it wrong to change in the first place?

if its for the better..i mean why not!!unless its for the worst then YOU have a right to speak out.

i really don't get what is in that person's mind..i mean its like you make new friends although they come and go..perception towards someone may change in time..so what's the big deal being close to someone that you once dislike?its not wrong right?besides,its a good thing don't you people think so?and what's wrong if your friend is hanging out with that new friend he/she once dislike?we have many and different friends around us..don't expect us to be around you all the time..

if a person can turn from liking to disliking a friend..it may be vice versa as well..so don't make a big fuss about it..and IF you happened to be THAT someone i've mentioned..please use your head GOD gave you to think wisely before speaking..people DO change at times

people learn to be stronger,more independant,more patient,to voice out,what is right and what is wrong..what's most important is that people learn from mistakes..people won't be so dumb to let others keep hurting themselves and not doing anything about it..if so its because they think its worth for the one they love..

if you love someone..mean it and prove it..if not..ask someone to kick you in the butt or slap you hard enough to realise that you are hurting someone that is really in love and have been waiting for you..don't be a selfish bus*ard..you wouldn't understand the pain that person is going through all because of YOU!!

so THINK really hard..you cannot always have people around you and expect them to always be the same..even when YOU change..you yourself don't even know..just wake up..

eLaiNe signing off feeling much better..sighs

haihz..finals dam fan wan la..3 down 3 more to go..somemore next 3 are the killers..ish!! >.<

no mood to study also wei..how ar?the whether yao so damn hot..zzZ

anyway will be going back peejay..hooray!!on the 8th or 9th..can't wait already..hehe many plans awaiting mua..let's see..

-back for wesak day
-go back to see both cousins which are back from langkawi and sarawak..gonna have dota sessions with cousins too
-go klang and cheras for makan sessions
-sleep overs -trips with friends and family
-yamcha sessions and gathering with ma close friends
-shopping and movies

i guess thats all..haha..so much to do BUT finals is not over yet..have to stop dreaming already..back to studies first..sighs

p/s : i would also like to send my condolence to angeline and her family..her grandma passed away yesterday..it was quite a shocking news to be heard especially during finals..hopefully angie can still stay strong..may her grandma rest in peace..loves

eLaiNe signing out dreaming about hols ady.. =P