it's beyond imagination that one that loves you most, understands you most, be with most, talk to most, promise you most, is the person that can hurt you most.

that feeling, pain, sad, anger, hurt, disappointment, mad, and tears. ALL explodes at the same time.

are you strong enough to handle that? muscle is nothing.

to some people, no matter how much of these mix feelings wanting to explode from within, they can still control somehow.

however to some other people, no matter how sweet words were back then, how loyal or faithful they are, how nice they can be, in the end everything can be the total opposite.

some words, i will never forget. some things, i prefer not to look at and just hope to erase. but some people, it is just not easy to let go.

if you ask, why? who? when? what? where? how?

sorry, there is no answer.

eLaiNe signing off silently...