was doing emc on sunday night.. and i was not in a good mood..was kinda down..didn knew why =(

then someone came to check on me through msn and we chatted till i sense something was coming..i knew that 'that' matter would be brought up sooner or later..i was thinking why not settle it once and for all..i did and now i have to bare with the consequences..i feel like im losing a close friend real soon..a wall is built between us..a torn in both our hearts..i felt real bad and guilty after that..

'Why did i do that?'

'Why now?'

'Am I right for doing so?'

'Can we still remain the same again?'

so many questions just keep popping out..honestly i do not know the answers for all..the main question is 'What have i done?!'

i really don't know..

i want us to be as before..close friends it shall be..all i can say to you is that im trully sorry..

eLaiNe signing out feeling real bad and down..sigh