have you ever felt happy and excited that its finally Friday?! cause the weekends are here.

i used to. but just not today! the worst friday ever.

since morning till now. nothing went well. stories you ask?

here.

morning
-received news that i have to attend an event on the 10th which i will be missing out something.
-had bad news from someone far away.

lunch
-no mood to eat. but ate pizza cause my tummy was calling.
-got scolded by boss.
-had to do solo proposal.

evening
-already no mood at all.
-proposal did half heartly then send.

night
-supposed to go for gathering. canceled.
-again fought.

the whole day, basically did not went smoothly. so much bad news. so much work to be done. made someone angry. not to mentioned made another someone worried.

p/s:hey bitch, please don't blame yourself. you helped by calling. at least i release some there. told you some as well. thanks for being there. i really need a true friend like you. love you!

i guess i shall end my night here. tmr yamcha cancel. sunday have to work from 8-12. i wonder whats coming next week. sighs.

eLaiNe signing off really exhausted..

yes people. 3 more weeks for those who are not asked to extend internship! including me!

BUT, there is a possibility of extending till end of april due to an upcoming event.

should i wish or not wish to stay back? still considering.

anyway hi. =)

now bye. nights.

eLaiNe signing off is a mess.

a song i heard and love..its for you



The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because when I think of you
I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here

eLaiNe signing off in tears..

hello. =)

been busy with work and holidays lately..lazy to update too!sorry?

had a fun filled cny..got the whole week off..gambled end up no win no lose..haha..credits to hy!

did some crazy stuff..watched movie..L4D2 with whole bunch of cousins..versus mode syok!had my water drinking game..prepared 5 yu shangs in 1 single night..received gifts..and ang paos whee~

about the last 24hours before this..i was that happy girl once again and i missed that..where i once smiled a lot =D

tonight planning to just stay home and relax..going to enjoy 2 movies!

eLaiNe signing off thinking and smiling..

最近我好像迷了路一样.
完全找不到出口,找不到真确的答案了.
想讲的却说不出口,怕伤害了你,怕又开始吵了.
要这样做也不可以
要那样说也不敢
我真的很烦.
烦,因为我无法做对的事
烦,因为我没说对的话
烦,因为我所做的一切都加倍你的负担
烦,因为是我所害的
其实我也很害怕的,你又知道吗?
其实我也会害怕的,你又知道吗?
我很想回到快乐的生活.
回到从前那无忧无虑的当时.
谁能告诉我我该怎么做?
我需要一个答案,一个出口.

eLaiNe signing off lost.

he fell for this girl who seems like she doesn't care.

he needs permission to go out.

all he wanna do is to make her happy.

he shows all his effort but were not appreciated.

he was offering help but she said he was used.

he was giving his all but she did not praise him at all.

all the girl was doing is just making things worst.

he gets angry of the girl because she was upset over tiny little things which eventually became a huge fuss.

all he wanted is freedom yet he's like in jail.

he wanted to make new friends but the girl didn't like it.

he actually had such a girlfriend.

he is facing all these,is he still a guy?or was he wrong to have this girl?

eLaiNe signing off not knowing what to say..

2nd week of internship has passed..which means 3 more months to go..

3rd week is starting tmr though..3 more weeks till cny which i can't wait for it to come..but first i dunno what to expect from work tmr..

last week was pretty cool..supervisor was on mc the whole week which makes our time passed faster.. =)

during the 1st week of working life..the time did pass very slow..but after the 2nd week it was slightly faster..i hope this speed could increase..so my 3 months of suffering could end asap!

anyway i had fun today..went out with Joey and Yong Mun (my 2 crazy buddies at work) along with their housemate Kenny to Curve for karaoke session =) 2 hours of singing wasn't enough though..lousy RedBox -.-

well another week ahead..i mean many more..faster pass la!!!!

eLaiNe signing off with a heavy heart..