Wednesday, October 6, 2010

in pain

rainbowed by eLaiNe splated at 1:38 PM

my heart is bleeding like how my tears wanna flow.

i always thought i had a life that i've always wanted, with people who care and will be there for me. seems like it all went wrong.

perhaps i do, but i, myself thrown it all away.

maybe i really didn't understand what others want and need.

i neglected about their feelings.

i cared only for myself, being selfish, cold and evil.

seems like not only me that have a broken heart.


i feel like shutting myself from the world, away from everyone, just be alone in the dark under pouring rain.

or just take my brain out to let it rest from all those thinking.

dig my heart out for it may feel nothing for a moment in time.

let my body drain out every strength there is as if i could float.

can i not be me for awhile?

i wanna break free from causing more pain.

for my heart is meant to be empty.

for i is meant to be lonely.

i hate myself.

eLaiNe signing off uneasy each and everyday..

 

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