最近我好像迷了路一样.
完全找不到出口,找不到真确的答案了.
想讲的却说不出口,怕伤害了你,怕又开始吵了.
要这样做也不可以
要那样说也不敢
我真的很烦.
烦,因为我无法做对的事
烦,因为我没说对的话
烦,因为我所做的一切都加倍你的负担
烦,因为是我所害的
其实我也很害怕的,你又知道吗?
其实我也会害怕的,你又知道吗?
我很想回到快乐的生活.
回到从前那无忧无虑的当时.
谁能告诉我我该怎么做?
我需要一个答案,一个出口.

eLaiNe signing off lost.

he fell for this girl who seems like she doesn't care.

he needs permission to go out.

all he wanna do is to make her happy.

he shows all his effort but were not appreciated.

he was offering help but she said he was used.

he was giving his all but she did not praise him at all.

all the girl was doing is just making things worst.

he gets angry of the girl because she was upset over tiny little things which eventually became a huge fuss.

all he wanted is freedom yet he's like in jail.

he wanted to make new friends but the girl didn't like it.

he actually had such a girlfriend.

he is facing all these,is he still a guy?or was he wrong to have this girl?

eLaiNe signing off not knowing what to say..