2nd week of internship has passed..which means 3 more months to go..

3rd week is starting tmr though..3 more weeks till cny which i can't wait for it to come..but first i dunno what to expect from work tmr..

last week was pretty cool..supervisor was on mc the whole week which makes our time passed faster.. =)

during the 1st week of working life..the time did pass very slow..but after the 2nd week it was slightly faster..i hope this speed could increase..so my 3 months of suffering could end asap!

anyway i had fun today..went out with Joey and Yong Mun (my 2 crazy buddies at work) along with their housemate Kenny to Curve for karaoke session =) 2 hours of singing wasn't enough though..lousy RedBox -.-

well another week ahead..i mean many more..faster pass la!!!!

eLaiNe signing off with a heavy heart..

hey peeps!sorry for the lack of updates..but no one visits so i dont think anybody cares..

started internship last monday..and today is day 6..i still have about 60 sthg more days to go?

been very stress and depress lately..about work and about not being to go back to kampar..all alone here with prs.. =(

miss kampar moments..so badly T.T

anyhow life must go on..learning to became more independant and strong..i hope i can..

till then..take care all..i miss everyone of you..yes YOU!

eLaiNe signing off trying..

have you ever notice that even before we're even born..we are already in 'something'..i mean most of the time..lets see

when we were still lil sperms we are in the testicles..
then when me made it into mummy's body we are in the ovari..
as we grow we are in the tummy..
when we were born we ended up in the hospital..
we then start to grow up in a house..
we sleep in a room..
we wash up,bath,poop all in a bathroom..
we have our education in a kindergarden,primary school,high school,college and uni where we study in classrooms..
we go to places in a car,bus,taxis,train,aeroplane,ferry,boat,cruise,etc..
we eat in restaurants..
we watch movies in a cinema..
we work in an office..
we go up buildings in lifts..
we even ended up dying in a coffin..

almost everything we do..we are basically in 'something'..like a room?building?vehicle?

am i right?

think about that..

eLaiNe signing off with random thoughts..

whats decreasing?

my mood is.
holidays is.
time is.

recently my mood ain't as good as before and i'm thinking a lot..so much thoughts inside my head..feels like its gonna burst anytime!just feel like crying everything out and have a nice rest once and for all..internship will be starting on monday and i'm very reluctant to work..i just want my freedom back..this may sounds crazy or weird but I MISS KAMPAR!!!~ i really do =(

it is a place of freedom..no nagging of when to eat,when to sleep,when to bath,when to study..no saying i can't go out or what time i have to be back..ain't that nice?i'm gonna miss those times for 5 months plus..so heart breaking..back here is like jail..

i wanna go back there..

eLaiNe signing of in sorrow..