Thursday, April 30, 2009

熬夜

之从这个sem开始,为了assignment我几乎每天都得熬夜。

到了finals更不用说啦,没有三点就不睡觉。

哈哈。

是,我知道,对身体不好。但没办法啊,谁叫我夜深了才能读书? =P

就像现在咯,还没睡!

不说了,继续读书了。

拜拜!XD

eLaiNe signing out feeling not-tired-yet..

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

很想说

在blog写华语好像怪怪的。应该是我不习惯吧。不是,是我根本就不习惯写华语啦!!

其实我有很多东西想说,只是我说不出口,而且不能说出口。

我想说出来,但又怕伤害到别人。

说了又怕会伤害彼此之间的感情。

该怎么办?

谁呢救救我呢?

真复杂。 =(

p/s : 请不要问我发生什么事。我不想说。

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

我真的乱了

我不知从哪说起,我的心真的开始乱了。怎么办?

Confused

i'm confused with my feelings now,
it just keeps me going down and down.
i really don't want to start out new,
because the ending i already knew.

what if things don't turn out right?
what if my feelings are wrong?
what if things comes to an end?
what if i'm not where i belong?

i've made it obvious,
i'm really not good with words.
and you'll never realise,
what i kept inside.

can anyone tell me what to do,
instead of thinking that i'm a fool.
no questions to be asked,
for i shall stop and will not start.

should i voice out what's in my heart,
or just keep quiet like it had never start.
at times it kinda bothers me,
at times i just wanna be care-free.

please take this feeling away,
i don't want to be dismay.
all i want are true friends around,
really not more than that for now.

eLaiNe signing off in deep confusion..

Sunday, April 26, 2009

webbie

on tuesday night..ma bitch and i was missing each other so badly that we video called each other..it was rather fun that night..i got to see how her rommie looked like..haha..even talking about her butterflies went missing trying to ahem under the bed and all..nonsense la basically..we talked till 1.30am cause the next morning she was going for breakfast with her very busy dad..

look at our happy faces while seeing each other..haha XD

that was not the end of webbie though..on thursday night..the day ma bitch was back..we went to tanjung tualang for seafood..cost us rm134.60 that night..but it was worth eating as i get to spend time with friends..after dinner went home to study advertising..but ended up video calling each other..bitch stayed over..

i'm lazy to write captions so i'll tell here..we start showing off our stuff..then we acted cool,dumb,cute,ugly faces and even trying to be superwomen!!haha..well its not me la of cause..but i was laughing my head off that night.. XD

it was around 2am and sam lee decided to come over to my house with yym aka yoke mei to transfer photos that was print screened by mua!!haha..the out come?more camwhore sessions!!oh and my first LaLa pose from 0-10..damn swt i know..haha..kampar aka lala heaven..what you expect la.. >.<

the 0-10 lala poses where i'm being cover at the 10th pose.. -.-



the cool US.. =.=

presenting the SUPERWOMEN aka the dare devil..

photo of the night..four crazy girls camwhoring..haha..it was FUN okay..love you people!!!

eLaiNe signing off at this time to blog..

Saturday, April 25, 2009

100 and still going..

its ma 100th post!i supposed to update earlier BUT i wanna make this post a memorable one..other then that i'm having my finals now..just started today and it was already so pathetic..just speechless..so back to the post shall we?


thought out my 20 years of living on earth that is..i met many people..they come and go which is sad..cause at times i really met friends and thought that it will last but hell ya..it doesn't..but i've made a couple of good ones though.. *smiles* it all begin from primary till uni life..and also working..

let me show you those that have left footprints in ma heart..



i enjoy spending time with these people..cant wait to meet more though..hehe..guess thats all for this post..like i said..a memorable one!!!i may left out some of you in the pictures..but i know who you are and you'll always be in ma heart..promise!

anyway eLaiNe loves everyone!!!muaxxx

eLaiNe is signing off feeling blessed.. =)

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