You all must have always wonder why i cant go out so often and not til late at night or why cant i go out since im already 19..well i wonder too!i have a very protective dad you see..i bet what he does is he doesnt want to see me get into trouble..i believe every father out there has the same thought..

I know at times i really wanna go out but im stuck in between..let me tell you why..whenever i wana go out i have to think if my parents allow me to or not,who's going to help take care of the baby cz my useless brother wouldnt help..and if im out what time will everyone go home cz if they wana stay til late at night..the person who fetch me will have to send me home and its damn potong for that person..although he/she says nevermind..i still feel bad for causing him/her to purposely send me back..so do you think its easy for you to go out when all this have to be considered?

That's why i would rather say no..and that's why i know some people wont ask me out..and if i found out i wasnt invited..they'll say 'you can come out so late meh?' at times i really feel left out..but what can i do?i'll just stay at home lo.. =( if i go home late sure kena scolding..

I too wanna be as free as every else but i just cant for certain reasons..i hope for those who read this post will understand how i feel..its not that i dont want to or ffk you or say i jia jia or so what ever..i just rather avoid it before something bad happens..so next time if you ask me out and i cant..please bear in mind what i've mentioned above..

frustrated and sad eLaiNe signing out..

Today i received a call from Kenneth Chan to have lunch with him and Rosalyn..mum said ok so went lo..waited for Rosalyn to pick us up..she was stuck in the jam..ended up coming around 1+..went to Italiannies Gardens for lunch..

We ordered Fried Calamari for appetizer..Cabonara for main course..wanted to have Cappucino Pie for dessert but was already super full..so we planned to chill and chit-chat..Rosalyn and i went to the toilet like countless times cz we consumed too much Pepsi ady..haha..and it was cold..so ya..

Despite that we were still full..Victor ordered a Tiramisu for us..then Rosalyn mentioned about Cappucino Pie and he added that as well..we ended up having 2 dessert!The worst part is that when we were so full..kenneth showed us a video which was really SICK!!!It made both of us wanna vomit real bad kayz..

Luckily we managed to over-come the sick video..the thoughts of it still reminds me of the sick image although i saw 2 glimpse of it only..gosh!Mum asked bro to call me..so have to go home around 7.30..

It was definately a great talk with them..5 hours of talking..haha..should have more of this section before i balik kampar..haha..anyway i feel like im gona fall sick ady..but no worries..will drink more water and rest kays?

eLaiNe signing out..nitez =)

Gosh..im getting really lazy nowadays..i mean always but im getting lazier!damn!well im supposed to make a birthday card for grandma..her bday is just next week!arggh~ i got half of the stuff but i haven started anything..photos also haven scan..ish..dying soon la.. =\

Anyway i'll get the rest of the stuff tmr..and start work ady..MUST!Well say only la..wakaka..

eLaiNe signinn off..tata

I'm feeling down recently
Seems like the sky is no longer clear and blue for me
Things seems to be all wrong where nothing seems right
I just wonder why

Sleepless nights there is for me
Where i lay in my bed thinking before i sleep
Till my eyes close shut by itself
And dreams starts to fill in me

I feel lost
Everything is gone
Things are not like how it used to be
So cheerful and carefree without worries

How i wish i could turn back time
Where everything seems to rhyme
Not much worries in my mind
This i would be just fine

Heyo peeps..i'm back as in FINALLY!!!keke..

Lunch at a restaurant..forgotten the name ady but its a must to makan there whenever we go Lumut..eat huge fish head!dam yummy wan k..

We found a jellyfish that was being washed up on shore..poor thing died under the hot sun..my brother took a stick and cucuk it..and some fluid came out..haha..

Overlooking the sea is nice..but it would be better if that special someone was there with me =\

Well nothing much happened..at night after dinner my bro and i went down to the play room i think..forgotten what's it called to play ping pong and board games..haha..next morning did the same routine again..beach first then ping pong again before taking a nice bath then check out..Since it was 12,we went to the next small town for lunch only balik kampung..Upon reaching my popo's hse we was surprised to see my elder auntie back in Ipoh..we all didn plan to go back and no one told anyone anything and yet we all met in Ipoh and celebrated my uncle and bro's bday..that's all for the trip..hoping to go somewhere else before going back Kampar..haha

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On 31th October..Hong Yee ajak me out for Bangkok Dangerous..overall was ok la..not as bad as others said..after that had dinner at this shabu shabu restaurant at new wing..gosh my memory damn bad d la..keep forgetting things..i forgot the name of the shop again..haha..paiseh la =P

Kent Teo with his food..damn candid la this picture..he didn know i was taking it..haha..oh btw he kinda hurt his right ankle..had to bandage it for 3 months..get well soon kays!!

I ordered Sichuan spicy soup and Kent ordered a Herbal soup..i didn soup was not included with the food..siao right?!Have to order separately and it cost us rm5 for it..

Overall the food was delicious..not the price!Everything was fresh especially the prawns which only cost rm1 because we spent more den rm50..

After dinner..we went to pick Yinli up and off to Kaishan's dad's pub to meet up with Chee Hoe,Meng Yoei,Tiang and Rayner..cant tell you where is the actual location cause i'm also not sure but it is after Uptown..haha..Shan's dad,Alan gave us permission to drink anything that night..but we only stick to one which is Glenfiddish with Pepsi or Sprite..I was the only one to try their hse wine..was nice..hanged out till 11

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On 4th November was Wei Lead's 21st bday..went out with him to Sunway Pyramid..planned to have a movie marathon but failed cause there was no nice movie to watch..damn potong but good also cause i can save money..wakaka..so we went to visit Ting Ting at old wing at the pet shop..after that we had lunch at Pasta De Gohan..

They have HUGE menus..and everything looks so delicious..felt like ordering a bit of everything..

We ended up having set lunch..it comes with a bowl of cream soup,salad and toasted garlic bread..

My main dish was i-forgotten-what-ady..basically is spagetti with chicken,garlic and chilli..was kinda dry but was worth trying..i miss Italiannies's Shrimp Olio Olio..dam syok!

We both had Green Milk Tea with Whipped Cream..was a bit too milky..if only the green tea taste was stronger then it would be perfect..

After meal we thought of trying the pizza..it was so tempting so we ordered Shrimp and Scallop Pizza..OMG..this was heaven man!!!It was super yummy..a must try dish..but it was not worth paying around rm25 for a regular pizza that has super thin crust..as in really thin..

End of the day..birthday boy was happy..he spend me lunch instead of me doing it..Thank You veli muchy!!!Anyway i helped fulfilled his dream of getting a coffee presser before turning 21..well i got it ON his 21st bday..hopefully that will even make his day!

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Well i guess thats all for now..will update soon kays..toodles =)