My Online Diary

hello :)

2011-06-22T03:07:00.001+08:00

hey all, just got back from a short trip.

will be updating soon with pictures!

loves.

=)

eLaiNe signing off not being able to sleep.

shudddup 2.

2011-05-28T22:19:00.004+08:00

you know, if YOU really want a war to end, don't go start one.
when i didn't do or say anything, IF YOU may, don't ignite the flame.

i do HAVE and LEARN manners ever since i was born.
yeah i know, bullshit huh?!
how well do you know me again?
i normally won't bitch about others here, for YOU, i don't mind. =D
but it doesn't seem to me that i am bitching now. LOL

go ask around, who did i not use proper manners to treat them?
oh well, they ARE my friends, i guess YOU're NOT?
atleast i TRIED, but YOU were just way TOO high and mighty huh?! i guessed so too. =)
well, i'm too shallow to even be YOUR friend. right?
BUT its okay, i wouldn't want a friend who back stab behind my back wouldn't i??

anyhow, if you wanna start playing games and all, go ahead.
there WILL be consequences to pay.
i will not do anything, for i believe any GODs will do the rest. =)

“人不烦我，我不烦人。”
你应该明白这么简单的道理吧？

go bitch all YOU want in YOUR "fairytale" blog, B-I-T-C-H.
(like being called that way?how does that feels?)

and SHUDDUPPPPPP tooo!

eLaiNe signing off NOT wanting to be disturbed by "educated" people. peace. =)

麻木了吧？

2011-04-16T16:28:00.002+08:00

痛？
什么会比那番话还痛呢？
我知道你已经对我厌倦了，不是吗？
开始觉得我烦了吧？

我。都。知。道。

eLaiNe signing off knowing.

一个人

2011-04-16T15:26:00.002+08:00

终于被说出口了。
原来我是一个很有问题的人。
没有一个是能忍我的。
短短几个月，身边的人，我都看得出来。
我知道我是不被喜爱的那一个。
别人应该以为我是装的吧？
还是我不够真？
我不知道。
昨晚在看喜剧时，我的眼泪默默地掉了下来。
应该是太感触了。
今早五点多才睡，而且是眼泪陪我睡的。
而今早的雨，就如现在的心情。
看来我一直想的都会实现了。
我，是注定一个人的活下去。
不被人爱和喜欢。
那就是我。
请不要来问我，因为我也不想去回答。
答案我一个人知就好。

eLaiNe signing off alone.

briefly stated

2011-01-12T00:05:00.002+08:00

i'm back from the lost world! =)

hello folks! its been ages since we last met aye?

my bad. i apologize for abandoning this bloggie of mine.

oh well, 2010 had come to an end.

many ups and downs, happy and sad moments.

2011 is here! so i wish to have a blissful year ahead! =)

it started well with my birthday, showered with surprises, gifts, wishes and not forgetting LOVE!

thanks to each and everyone of you.

loves!

eLaiNe signing of with a smile. =) peace!

错了再错

2010-11-12T23:45:00.003+08:00

为什么我的所作所为都不被认同？
难道我只是会越帮越忙吗？
还是我就是一颗黑星，带来不愉快的而已？
身边围绕的都变成不快乐，连我自己也没有快乐的原因了。
慢慢的，我开始怀疑到顶我做错了什么。
是我的任性, 或固执所造成的？
是我知以为事，自作聪明？
根本不听劝告，还是选择不听呢？
一次又一次的，我已经开始累了。
真得好累好累。
不真得不想连累大家。
很想现在就结束所有的问题。
经过了长久的时间，从别人的脸上，可以看到他们对我得不喜。
对我好想腻了，好像我是多余的。
我想要躲，但却躲不到。
难道你们以为我没有想过要讨好别人吗？
换回来只有一次又一次的失败。
这让我有多悲伤，多难受，你们又知多少。

eLaiNe signing off sad.

in pain

2010-10-06T13:38:00.003+08:00

my heart is bleeding like how my tears wanna flow.

i always thought i had a life that i've always wanted, with people who care and will be there for me. seems like it all went wrong.

perhaps i do, but i, myself thrown it all away.

maybe i really didn't understand what others want and need.

i neglected about their feelings.

i cared only for myself, being selfish, cold and evil.

seems like not only me that have a broken heart.

i feel like shutting myself from the world, away from everyone, just be alone in the dark under pouring rain.

or just take my brain out to let it rest from all those thinking.

dig my heart out for it may feel nothing for a moment in time.

let my body drain out every strength there is as if i could float.

can i not be me for awhile?

i wanna break free from causing more pain.

for my heart is meant to be empty.

for i is meant to be lonely.

i hate myself.

eLaiNe signing off uneasy each and everyday..

so disturbed

2010-10-05T18:02:00.001+08:00

been so disturbed lately.

its getting harder and harder to fall asleep.

especially at night, when its quiet.

i'll start to think.

am i just being too paranoid?

i just want all those unhappy thoughts to disappear real badly.

its like they're haunting me.

sighs.

i wish everything never happened.

eLaiNe signing off lost.

it never felt nice

2010-09-25T04:56:00.005+08:00

i was being criticized badly.

felt? t-e-r-r-i-b-l-e

this person does not look like such that would say such things. words were like spears piercing through. its not that i never try making friends with this person, its just that no chance was given.

let me ask, do any of you judge someone by the looks only?

if any of you who doesn't even know me, how well do you know me about animals?

does grades portray a person's intelligence?

so what if you get 3.0 and above yet you don't even know the principles in life.

its still a failure.

fyi, i DO NOT get a merely 2.0 in my studies. just underestimating me.

ever since that day i saw what was written with my own eyes, i told myself, never to judge a book by its cover, especially humans.

the worst part of it all? my mum was involved.

i hate people who talks about other people's family, especially MY family.

so D-I-S-R-E-S-P-E-C-T-F-U-L.

i know i ain't pretty, but does it mean its my mother's fault?!

for all i know, my mum taught me manners.

no matter what i did or said, i do not, i repeat, i DO NOT deserved such criticizm.

it gives NO right to say such hurtful stuffs.

i wonder, have anyone ever look at themselves first before criticizing others?

i'm here to make friends, not enemies.

if you ever hate me then just leave.

p/s: i know you read my blog.

after this, i've learnt my lesson. even a person whom is not even your friend could do so much. no one is worth trusting 100%. even so, this type of friend is no longer worth getting along with.

eLaiNe signing of learning.

the beginning.

2010-09-10T16:28:00.004+08:00

i'm really starting to hate my life.

it wasn't good, now its worst.

in addition to that, i'm having pms.

wtf.

fml.

fmw.

oh fyi, finals begins next tuesday.

wish me luck.

eLaiNe signing off cueless.

time flies.

2010-08-22T18:27:00.002+08:00

2 more weeks till finals. another sem will be over real soon. another step closer to work life.

had a short trip with the gang to penang on the 6th-9th this month. had tonnes of fun and gossips. quality time spent. enjoyed.

felt sick last night. better now.

time to rush for the last 2 assignments then head back to pj for awhile. study break after that.

till then. =)

eLaiNe signing off very full.

short.

2010-08-09T02:38:00.002+08:00

Yes. i know i'm kinda out in updating my blog.

been very lazy to do so. so bare with me.

its already week 11.

for the past 2 weeks or so i've been rushing assignments.

hard.stress.insomia.preassure.

had a little short trip up north to penang since friday, just got back about 4 hours ago.

was worried at first but was pretty glad things turned out fine.

everyone was happy but tired.

have to head to bed soon or else i'll be sick.

will update soon on the trip.

ciaoz.

eLaiNe signing off tired.

no longer the same.

2010-07-17T22:53:00.002+08:00

so many things are changing.

when can it stop?

as we grow older, things are becoming more serious.

no more playing around, fooling around.

its all about responsibilities.

i wanna just stop the time, cause it hurts.

i don't like how things are now, and it is getting worst.

i hate.

eLaiNe signing out hoping time will stop.

proud? NO

2010-07-08T01:36:00.002+08:00

"I'm so disappointed in you."

"You're such a disappointment."

thats all i can hear.

but when can i hear this, "I'm so proud of you."

never.

eLaiNe signing off as a failure in life.

fearful

2010-07-01T10:13:00.002+08:00

i had a nightmare. a very fearful one.

its still in my head. those flashbacks are crucial. they are haunting me.

those words that appeared are going nowhere but to remain in my head.

it makes me feel like avoiding so badly. i no longer feel secure.

whenever i think about it, my eyes will start to tear.

now i know there is no fairytale. its all a lie.

i fell hard this time. i no longer believe in the word 'trust' for i'll be betrayed.

did you know, when you're close to someone;you're hurting someone close too?

no use acting innocent, the world is cruel.

everything can be deceiving.

now i am living in fear. the last and first thing before and after i wake up will be filled with this fucked up thought wish i never had knew about.

i think i'm slowly turning mad in some way. perhaps white hairs will be my evident?

its killing me.

i hate feeling this way.

i just wanna wake up from this dream so badly.

it hurts.

eLaiNe signing off depressed. =(

suddenly. missing.

2010-06-30T03:57:00.002+08:00

i have been MIA for quite some time. been busy with assignments and presentations.
however i'm done with 2 presentations so far.

besides world cup is here, therefore more sleepless nights to update myself. pretty interesting. was watching portugal vs spain but left earlier. its 1-o now. spain scored.

anyway i can't really sleep. shall spend some time updating blog as people are complaining. well just a hand full of them. =) well at least i AM updating it now ain't i?

plus it is great to just listen to songs and spent some time to myself. to clear my mind. been kinda messed up recently. confused. its time to find a way out. i really need a ray of light to lead me out. sighs.

but other than that i'm fine. just that i'm having cough for 3 weeks and it is still not recovering. tmr go see doctor. need medicine badly. haha.

i guess thats all for this post.

eLaiNe signing off like this.

study lo.

2010-06-02T14:34:00.002+08:00

hello hello. =)

i'm currently back in kampar. hot day cold night. depends though. haha.

class started and assignments are pouring in like water. only trouble is that we are being separated to different tutorial groups. which mean forming new groupmates.

so far i'm still with the same ppl for 2 subs. 3 more still unknown yet. will see how it goes. individual work is the worst especially when the final year project is out just this morning.

GG.com

so lets get started! but laze around this week first okay? hehe.

eLaiNe signing off hungry.

its the tallies 21st

2010-05-17T00:45:00.002+08:00

what day is today? i can't hear you?

YES!!! its 17th May 2010.

so fast another year has passed. i still remember posting this for the 2 of them which are both born on the same day and are both physically TALL. thats right.

"ppl born today wan sure grow pass 170cm!" (jeckshen, 2010)

so i hereby would like to wish,

first,

don't need intro also will know who he is, Mr Tan Jeck Shen.

Happie 21st lucasscotttanjstanjacksontanjeckshen!!!

TAAAAADAAaaaaaaaa~~~~~

shooooooo cccuuuuuuuttteeeeeeeeeee~ *giggling*

you'll have a great 21st this year despite having no cake! sorry.

Next up would be, Ms Angeline Teh.

she is currently in taiwan having the fun of her life for her big day. what a present to receive.

well have a blast, i bet you already are! and take care!

Happie 21st Angie!!!

i like this pic of yours. very cool. =)

so there you go buddies, wishes from eLaiNe T. =)

love you both much! loves hugs kisses. xoxo.

eLaiNe signing off preparing for tmr!

女生的痛，男生永远不懂. 但, 我希望你明白和知道.

2010-05-14T22:12:00.000+08:00

为什么我会那么的依赖你，那是因为我把你当做我的唯一，最信赖的人。

为什么我在你不给我打电话的时候会很生气，因为我想要听到你的声音，感觉你的疼爱。

为什么我会爱生气，因为我只是想要你来哄我，回味我们之间的温存。

我怎么那么爱吃醋，那是因为我爱你，而容不下一点你给其他女生的任何一点温柔。

为什么我爱唠叨让你少喝酒，我也知道那不可能，但是我担心你的身体。

我怎么那么多的眼泪，那是因为我将所有的委屈都化做泪水，而把所有的温柔都留给你。

我愿意为你东奔西跑、为你做很多事，只是因为我爱你，而并不是为了显示自己比你强。

我会在很晚的时候打电话给你，不是不信任你，只是突然很想你，想听听你的声音。

我会想要知道你的一切，想为你分担事情，那是因为我只想要自己是你最亲密的人。

当分手来到时，我那坚强的语言后面是多么伤的伤痛！分手后我不是不痛，而是痛到连看到你就会无法自拔！

我的爱是那么深。一旦爱上就不能自已。隐瞒的那么深，不要带给你困扰！而自己哭泣！

我的爱！脆弱又坚强，不要欺骗玩弄感情。

当你说不爱我了。我不会缠着你。只要你快乐，我愿意放开你。

在分手后, 我那笑的背后有了多少的悲痛！

如果爱，请深深的爱我，对我负责，给我一生幸福。

如果不爱，请不要享受我的独爱，放开我，让别的男人来给我幸福。

不要挥霍爱情，爱情挥霍完了，就会挥霍了我的生命。

eLaiNe signing off thinking its true.

why am i here

2010-05-14T20:16:00.002+08:00

why am i here today? for more then 21 years of life. what have i accomplished so far? nothing. just another failure. i do not do my parents proud. not to mention others right. i am basically good for nothing. i only wait to eat, to sleep, to go out, to spend, to play. nothing else. i think my life should be given to someone better that will really appreciate it. i only bring pain and sorrow to others. i can even cause death. i found out about that about a year ago though. ain't i dangerous? i can make one lose their live because of me. which means indirectly i'm a murderer. tell me frankly, have i ever make any one of you happy with me around?because i don't think so. i can make people cry, shout, scream, bang, kick, feel bad about themselves, anything that will hurt. i may look decent but in me, its a whole new story. i may be quiet, but in my mind thoughts are building, i mean the bad ones. i may look cool, but in my heart, its raging with emotions you can't imagine. why need a brain when i make no good use of it? why need a heart when i do not know how to care and love. i'm misusing everything i have. i take things for granted. i am selfish. my temper is unbearable. i do not have good looks. whatever i do is just not enough. not smart enough, not hardworking enough, not pretty enough, not friendly enough, not calm enough, not loving enough, not good at speaking, not thoughtful enough, not creative enough, not wise enough, not caring enough, not patient enough, not rational enough, not positive enough, etc. after things i do, i still never learn. and now i also learn that saying sorry is never enough too. sorry can't be always use after coutless mistakes are made, like me. the thing is, i never learn. i can be angry for no reason, not to say no reasons, but for the wrong ones. i only think to myself but not to others. yes i am pretty selfish. what i think i don't like, i won't care. what i think is right, i expect ppl to follow. ppl don't follow, i'll show face. if i'm not interested, i won't listen. if i'm angry, i'll just walk away. tell me, who will want such person to be with? don't you agree if the person would want me is a blind person? i'm brainless and heartless, do i still deserved to be loved? can i just be a nun and be forever lonely as i do not think i deserve to be loved. for whoever that will be with me will not have a happy ending but only fights, dismays, hurt, sorrows, disappointments, frustrations, angry and nothing good. trust me. this is what you'll get. sighs. so much to write. what a long essay. you ppl can choose not to believe, but this is ME. i do no good. i am a nobody.

eLaiNe signing off lost.

memories

2010-05-01T22:57:00.004+08:00

this is where i first stepped in to begin my internship. its a PR company by the way.

We had lunch in the near by mall or cafes downstairs. very convenient indeed but it made holes in my purse all the time! except as below. the japanese restaurant - nagomi. rm9 for student - set lunch. very worth eating! =) *thumbs up!*

attended events. this was the only major one. been to dance performances. had to write a review about it though.

now this is where i sat for 15 weeks. my desktop!

My fellow colleagues. my senior - Sue Ying who taught and helped us a lot.

The new staff - Geraldine. our PR senior as well.

The curtains we had to walk under when going to the toilet or the pantry.

The so-called macho with the bottles of water we drink everyday. We change it very often.

The fridge that is ALWAYS empty. or rather left with unwanted stuffs. LOL.

The pantry area. very small with nothing much to eat. mostly biscuits thanks to Munchy's.

Presenting the toilet! a place where i can take a break from work! lazy me. haha.

Erm the storeroom. Acting as a cleaner!

The mirror we always have to stare before turning right in to the toilet. its divided you see.

This 2 fellas are the only person to depend on while working there. we rant together, eat together, leave together, and play together. Thanks to Yong Mun and Joey for going through this whole thing with me. i know we didn like it but we've made it through! hurray for us! =)

So these are the people who work there. minus Sugan a part timer. didn get to have lunch with him yesterday with the bunch. so this was our last lunch together as a team. went back to the office with them to hang around longer as yesterday was the last day for yong mun and joey. it was our extension-ship.

there you go. my life during internship. i only had fun with the people. not work. i mean who does right? haha. and finally a post with pictures. someone complaint about my blog with no pictures anymore. so there!

thats all for now! till more pictures and updates. ciaoz.

eLaiNe signing off having headache.

fullstop.

2010-04-23T01:10:00.003+08:00

its the end of a not very happy beginning. no. i meant not happy at all.

now its finally the end of it.

so thankful that its all over.

so done with it.

won't miss it.

bye bye.

eLaiNe signing off finally having a good night sleep. cheers!

its over....NOT!

2010-04-17T23:46:00.002+08:00

hello peeps. how's everybody doing? busy till no time to visit ma blog right?

haha. just joking. no one comes to my blog nowadays so no point update too often.

well yesterday was the last day of the 14 weeks long of internship. most of them were so happy counting down. 70 working days are finally over. yippee!

it was for me too. BUT because of some really ridiculous reason, i shall now welcome ahem *a new word i created for this*,

EXTENSION-SHIP!

i've got 4 more days. i have and will wait. try to finish up my job and say bye.

while everyone out there is having fun somehow, i'm stuck with work and final report. lazy to start though. lazy me! will start soon.

till i get my freedom back. adios!

eLaiNe signing off waiting again.

farkingbeach

2010-04-08T21:37:00.002+08:00

what a day! i HATE!

got the results of my internship, guess what?

someone counted wrongly, from a mark i was not satisfied to a mark which was so much worst!

not enough to get A- already.

then last minute another someone decided to say extend till 30th april and you know what again? I WAS NOT EVEN THERE!

i really don't get it why choose a time to go extend and increas marks when i was not there. fair ar?!

came home sad, took a bath, came out even worst!

got that news and i had to decide if i wanna extend. another 10 more days! 4 months of shit work! being used and taken for granted. hello we are human too kay?!

fine now i've made up my mind to freaking stay and have to worry for another thing. whether the 'someone' will turn up tomorrow to increase mine. if not then back to that low marks lo.

so much for carrying so much magazines here and there, carry newspapers up and down 4 flight of stairs, staying back to complete the work, endless phone calls everyday, and to see that face of yours. now give some shit marks in return! farkingbeach!

making my life so miserable.

eLaiNe signing off hating that person so damn much!

what a fry-day!

2010-03-27T00:54:00.002+08:00

have you ever felt happy and excited that its finally Friday?! cause the weekends are here.

i used to. but just not today! the worst friday ever.

since morning till now. nothing went well. stories you ask?

here.

morning
-received news that i have to attend an event on the 10th which i will be missing out something.
-had bad news from someone far away.

lunch
-no mood to eat. but ate pizza cause my tummy was calling.
-got scolded by boss.
-had to do solo proposal.

evening
-already no mood at all.
-proposal did half heartly then send.

night
-supposed to go for gathering. canceled.
-again fought.

the whole day, basically did not went smoothly. so much bad news. so much work to be done. made someone angry. not to mentioned made another someone worried.

p/s:hey bitch, please don't blame yourself. you helped by calling. at least i release some there. told you some as well. thanks for being there. i really need a true friend like you. love you!

i guess i shall end my night here. tmr yamcha cancel. sunday have to work from 8-12. i wonder whats coming next week. sighs.

eLaiNe signing off really exhausted..

3 oh 3

2010-03-24T22:58:00.002+08:00

yes people. 3 more weeks for those who are not asked to extend internship! including me!

BUT, there is a possibility of extending till end of april due to an upcoming event.

should i wish or not wish to stay back? still considering.

anyway hi. =)

now bye. nights.

eLaiNe signing off is a mess.

vanilla twilight

2010-03-08T21:51:00.006+08:00

a song i heard and love..its for you

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because when I think of you
I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here

eLaiNe signing off in tears..

what a 24hours

2010-03-05T21:48:00.002+08:00

hello. =)

been busy with work and holidays lately..lazy to update too!sorry?

had a fun filled cny..got the whole week off..gambled end up no win no lose..haha..credits to hy!

did some crazy stuff..watched movie..L4D2 with whole bunch of cousins..versus mode syok!had my water drinking game..prepared 5 yu shangs in 1 single night..received gifts..and ang paos whee~

about the last 24hours before this..i was that happy girl once again and i missed that..where i once smiled a lot =D

tonight planning to just stay home and relax..going to enjoy 2 movies!

eLaiNe signing off thinking and smiling..

为何那么难

2010-02-26T16:27:00.002+08:00

最近我好像迷了路一样.
完全找不到出口,找不到真确的答案了.
想讲的却说不出口,怕伤害了你,怕又开始吵了.
要这样做也不可以
要那样说也不敢
我真的很烦.
烦,因为我无法做对的事
烦,因为我没说对的话
烦,因为我所做的一切都加倍你的负担
烦,因为是我所害的
其实我也很害怕的,你又知道吗?
其实我也会害怕的,你又知道吗?
我很想回到快乐的生活.
回到从前那无忧无虑的当时.
谁能告诉我我该怎么做?
我需要一个答案,一个出口.

eLaiNe signing off lost.

what's a guy when

2010-02-02T23:09:00.002+08:00

he fell for this girl who seems like she doesn't care.

he needs permission to go out.

all he wanna do is to make her happy.

he shows all his effort but were not appreciated.

he was offering help but she said he was used.

he was giving his all but she did not praise him at all.

all the girl was doing is just making things worst.

he gets angry of the girl because she was upset over tiny little things which eventually became a huge fuss.

all he wanted is freedom yet he's like in jail.

he wanted to make new friends but the girl didn't like it.

he actually had such a girlfriend.

he is facing all these,is he still a guy?or was he wrong to have this girl?

eLaiNe signing off not knowing what to say..

how?

2010-01-24T18:15:00.002+08:00

2nd week of internship has passed..which means 3 more months to go..

3rd week is starting tmr though..3 more weeks till cny which i can't wait for it to come..but first i dunno what to expect from work tmr..

last week was pretty cool..supervisor was on mc the whole week which makes our time passed faster.. =)

during the 1st week of working life..the time did pass very slow..but after the 2nd week it was slightly faster..i hope this speed could increase..so my 3 months of suffering could end asap!

anyway i had fun today..went out with Joey and Yong Mun (my 2 crazy buddies at work) along with their housemate Kenny to Curve for karaoke session =) 2 hours of singing wasn't enough though..lousy RedBox -.-

well another week ahead..i mean many more..faster pass la!!!!

eLaiNe signing off with a heavy heart..

miserable life

2010-01-18T18:23:00.002+08:00

hey peeps!sorry for the lack of updates..but no one visits so i dont think anybody cares..

started internship last monday..and today is day 6..i still have about 60 sthg more days to go?

been very stress and depress lately..about work and about not being to go back to kampar..all alone here with prs.. =(

miss kampar moments..so badly T.T

anyhow life must go on..learning to became more independant and strong..i hope i can..

till then..take care all..i miss everyone of you..yes YOU!

eLaiNe signing off trying..

a box life

2010-01-08T00:09:00.002+08:00

have you ever notice that even before we're even born..we are already in 'something'..i mean most of the time..lets see

when we were still lil sperms we are in the testicles..
then when me made it into mummy's body we are in the ovari..
as we grow we are in the tummy..
when we were born we ended up in the hospital..
we then start to grow up in a house..
we sleep in a room..
we wash up,bath,poop all in a bathroom..
we have our education in a kindergarden,primary school,high school,college and uni where we study in classrooms..
we go to places in a car,bus,taxis,train,aeroplane,ferry,boat,cruise,etc..
we eat in restaurants..
we watch movies in a cinema..
we work in an office..
we go up buildings in lifts..
we even ended up dying in a coffin..

almost everything we do..we are basically in 'something'..like a room?building?vehicle?

am i right?

think about that..

eLaiNe signing off with random thoughts..

decreasing

2010-01-07T23:54:00.002+08:00

whats decreasing?

my mood is.
holidays is.
time is.

recently my mood ain't as good as before and i'm thinking a lot..so much thoughts inside my head..feels like its gonna burst anytime!just feel like crying everything out and have a nice rest once and for all..internship will be starting on monday and i'm very reluctant to work..i just want my freedom back..this may sounds crazy or weird but I MISS KAMPAR!!!~ i really do =(

it is a place of freedom..no nagging of when to eat,when to sleep,when to bath,when to study..no saying i can't go out or what time i have to be back..ain't that nice?i'm gonna miss those times for 5 months plus..so heart breaking..back here is like jail..

i wanna go back there..

eLaiNe signing of in sorrow..

bye 2009...hello 2010

2009-12-31T19:05:00.002+08:00

hey all..its time to count down again!lets see..only 4 hours plus till the year 2010!

i chose to stay home for dinner with parents..gathering later =)

wanna wish everyone out they a very Happy New Year!!best wishes to all and for PR students please have fun while you can!internship will begin soon and all we do is work work WORK~

new year resolutions for me would be get slimmer,play hard and work hard!

may next year be a great one ahead to all! =)

eLaiNe signing off to a brand new year..

boredom

2009-12-28T00:09:00.003+08:00

i'm so damn bored!

well i spent almost half the day in kl with my family plus lil jaryl..brought him there to run around and i got myself something too..not just that..i dropped my spectacles in a mall filled with hundreds of people and ended with a nag!

fun no!

got headache now..

eLaiNe signing off wanting more money!

wow!

2009-12-26T23:16:00.007+08:00

hello!its been awhile since i last update ma blog..finals ended on the 19th then i went straight back to ipoh for grandma's birthday lunch but something happened in between..don't want to mention about that..spent a night there..left on sunday

before i start talking about the days after that..let me update on a very belated post =)

hong yee,kai ning,and tiang came to visit the dj gang in kampar on the 14th..they went to ipoh in the noon..hang out with us til evening then it was dinner at tanjung tualang at night..rayner and julian flew to kampar after rayner's class at 5.30pm for dinner..crazy not?!thats what i call friends!

hungry tiang..

rayner and julian that came!rayner didn't lie..

julian kacau-ing weizhi kaining and hong yee!

wan kien with kaishan's gf siao yen and himself..

jeckshen and i too! =)

the after meal scene..sorry no pics of the food before all the hungry ghost ate it all up XD

thats all for that..back with the recent stories..jeckshen came over to watch gossip girl on the 21st because he doesn't have pps..

see jaryl pays attention to jeckshen..for?

jeckshen's addicted game..left 4 dead 2!he's so obsessed with that game..actually me too!LOL

then on 22nd i went shopping with adeline and wei zhi..where?sungai wang and time square..for 9 hours straight!walked in to almost every shop..gila sia.. @.@ but ended up getting a purple dress which was a gift from dear weizhi for ma bday..thank you!muaxxx <3

on the 23rd was time to bake cupcakes for the white x'mas party..spent time at weizhi's place from 2pm-8pm cause besides cupcakes we did a choc cheese cake for ronnie as promised and a not so successful brownie..can eat!

on x'mas eve i went to shop for gift with jeckshen at ou right before the party..last minute shopping..damn alot of people i tell you..crazy!party at 8pm ended about 3am plus..fun!

on christmas day i didn't go out..but last min went all the way to klcc for cotton candy and kfc with a friend..had kfc back at a park till 10 sthg..great and crazy short outing..i love random stuffs! =)

today i was supposed to stay at home but my liza asked me out..spend time with my aunt and cousin at curve..just reached home not long ago..great catching up with my hilarious aunt and lame cousin..got another early bday present from them..another dress!makes me fly~

oh guess who i saw there!?!

Optimus Prime and Bumble Bee!!!!!

so many kids was taking photo with the Transformers in action at ikano..i wanted to take as well but i think i'm a lil too old for it aye?haha

well thats all for my first week of holiday..its great so far just that i'm not well..that sucks =/

till the next update peeps!

eLaiNe signing off happy..

hello!

2009-12-21T19:02:00.002+08:00

hi!just to inform you people that i'm back in peejay..hooray~

any outings please inform me ya.. =)

i wanna have a packed holiday like my bitch!if not her pm always got her daily activities to make me jealous..LOL

thats all for now..will update soon..kinda lazy though..wakaka

eLaiNe signing off hungry..

ahhhhhh!

2009-12-12T00:08:00.002+08:00

lets see..now is study week..i'm supposed to be studying..BUT i'm not!

instead i'm busy sleeping..watching drama..playing..even been to cc once..wohoho~

first paper will be Brand Management on the 15th and Moral on the 19th..

wish me luck peeps!

eLaiNe signing off trying to study..

3 long days

2009-12-07T14:04:00.003+08:00

was back in peejay since thursday till last night..didn't go for any yamcha sessions..its okay..well friday i took jaryl out to the park to play..he was so happy!nice to see him that way..

the next day i went up to genting for concert with parents..many different decorations could be seen..mostly with lots of lights!prettyyy =) then it was time for concert at 8pm..

the stage..

after the show was time for home..gosh the first time ever the mist was so thick!from the top till the bottom of the hill..i mean it!low visibility all the way down till the spilt junction..even the wind was cold along the whole highway..the windows was down all the way till toll..it was so cold that night..how i wish i was with my regular gang up they chilling at starbucks..

next up was pc fair on sunday..intel hp had this band they gave out and those spotted by the staff get a chance to win an ipod..but the lucky draw style..and i made my bro wore 2 on his head and he was spotted!!haha..thanks to me that is!sadly we didn't get the ipod but a bear it was.. =)

since it's pc fair..how to come back empty handed right?!? *winks* dad got me a new 500gb external drive..all WHITE

tadaa~~

new mouse..

new headsets..one black and one white..one is to replace someone's old one because i spoilt it =( but i want the white!!keke

got a cooler pad and keyboard protector as well..dad got a webcam..spend about rm400 there..sobs =(

well that's all..i'm now back in my westlake room all alone..very sien..sighs..shall sleep so time can pass faster..chaoz

eLaiNe signing off bored..

the airport

2009-12-04T16:41:00.002+08:00

airport is a place where planes land and take off

airport is a place that makes people cry

airport is a place that makes people smile

airport is a place that makes people waits

airport is place of hope

airport is a place of gifts

i'll be waiting..

eLaiNe signing off feeling lonely..

mock-up

2009-12-04T16:16:00.002+08:00

although it was already the last week of year 2 sem 2..yet i still have presentation yesterday..one and only presentation of the semester..we had to prepare a mock-up of the event and ours was a food van that goes around selling Marco's Pizza..

this is the final outcome..

after presentation i took the 1.54pm train back and now i'm back in peejay..tmr going genting with parents the leaving to kampar again on sunday 6pm..next day got briefing for internship..then its final..wish me luck!

eLaiNe signing off with an empty heart..

cutie

2009-12-03T00:49:00.002+08:00

its the 3rd and its Sam Lee Lay Chen's birthday!!

i've been to places with her..

she is my part-time camwhore buddy..

and i lup her veli veli muchy!!!MUAXXXX

we can be that crazy..LOL

she is a friend of mine that i'll treasure..i know you love me too!don't have to kiss me here~

Happie Birthday llz!!

eLaiNe signing off wishing that sam had a great night..

tell me why?

2009-12-02T01:57:00.001+08:00

why do people..us human gets jealous?

can you tell me?

eLaiNe signing off wondering..

doomsday-ready?

2009-11-28T14:01:00.007+08:00

beautiful aye?nope this is NOT the end of the world..but its nice to keep this scenery in mind..so peaceful and green..

last monday i went cycling!how healthy aye?!NO?!nevermind..well i DID managed to pull my fat butt up for something i haven't been doing for quite some time..actually its not me..was jeckshen -.- his idea to cycle to town then towards ktm that side to visit the rakan muda complex..

hehe..this is ME after erm 15mins of cycling all the way from westlake..still can tahan..no problem..anyways the weather was nice that evening =)

the lousy that dragged me along for his expedition..LOL

okay..that was like a story since 12days ago..so now the latest news..i went ipoh just yesterday for 2012!!!like finally..it cinemas are so packed with people..its always full during weekends..how sad..and there's only 2 cinemas in ipoh..that why!

fetched samantha sau at 5pm..it was raining heavily during the journey..but we made it safe and sound to ipoh..a picture to prove it..as above..blame the cameraman..LMAO..well parking at jusco was difficult and so was the parking space we parked..so PACK!!

this would be a much appropiate one..its always nice to see ma bitch smile! =D movie was at 6.15pm..finished at 9pm..our bladder was super full till we jumped out of the cinema instead!nah was just kidding..but it was full okay!then it was 'Tong Sui Kai' for dinner~

jeckshen didnt wanna look at the camera..shy wor~

oh by the way you people thought only 3 of us went for movies?WRONG!jordan was there..

so was AK..funny guy la he..

and also ma krazy darz!!

last but not least ma bitch!i've got some 'cannot-see-light' punya photo of her that made me laugh non-stop!!!you wanna have a glimpse??! *winks* BEG ME!wakakakaka

thats all from me..pretty much lifeless at home doing nothing..well not nothing..have to do the mock up for BM..prepare for presentation then chill at Genting first only pia for finalsss...sien

eLaiNe signing off sleepy.. *yawn*

home it was

2009-11-20T16:58:00.004+08:00

i went back home on tuesday morning for interview the next day at 3pm..its for my internship next sem at Pixarus Communications situated at plaza damas sri hartamas..once i reached kelana jaya station..my aunt came to pick me and off we went to ikea along with my uncle,popo,cousins and bro..

had lunch at ikea's cafeteria..10 pieces meatballs at only rm9 every tuesdays..yummy~

this is bennett with his chicken and lemon sauce along with potatoes and carrots..healthy!

lousy bro with his ham and cheese sandwich..was cold..

and this is sher mun..had the same meal as ben..he's damn funny!i mean all my cousins are..we laugh alot while being together..talk about nonsense and rubbish..everything basically..hanging out with them seems joyful.. =)

went home about 5 plus and i played with jaryl and mei mei..

this is jaryl if you doesn't know..naughty boy that makes my day..

he woke me up on wednesday morning..jumped on my bed shouting JIE JIE!!WAKE UP..and i did..haha

this is his car..YES its his..even i don't even have one =(

at night had dinner with my family at pantai seafood restaurant nearby..after that dad took me to plaza damas for a look..had to know where the place was..next day picked up Yong Mun and Joey Teh from the lrt station and off its time for interview..the place was really small...only 5 staffs with a boss..interview was ok only..supposed to receive a call today to confirm if we're in..but sadly no one called..have to wait in anxiety..

headed to curve for tea time with my newly made friends..although we're coursemates but we barely know each other..ate at Subway then its time to send them off..traffic jam almost made us late..luckily they managed to board the bus in time..after dinner it was my turn to go home..dad dropped me at kepong central for ktm and was surprised to see Chet on the same train..reached kampar around 12 sthg am..we were the only 2 there..how nice..

went home and saw this.. <3>

going back peejay on the 3/12/09 for a few days then back for finals..now i have to get my assignment done =)

eLaiNe signing off hearing the rain pour..

under the lake

2009-11-16T00:06:00.005+08:00

hello hello..a delayed post..went fishing on Sunday with Mein Kuok,Natalie and Jeckshen..1 word..FUN!!first time experience and it was just amazing!! =)

headed to the fish shop to get some worms with 3 rods in a car of 4 of us to Westlake..it rained before that which makes lil Jeckshen sad because he couldn't go fishing..awwww~ thank god that it stopped at 5pm and the weather was great after that..

this is my 1st tilapia after like what..5 mins??it was rather small..BUT seperti yang dikatakan..lama-lama menjadi bukit..mine is lama-lama menjadi BESAR!!LOL

my 2nd and 3rd fishes..

then came along the 4th one..

haha..as many knows or those who doesn't know..i'm scared of fishes..i repeat..I AM SCARED OF FISHESssss!!!!i wasn't even holding the string while taking this photo with my 5th fish..laugh all you wan -.-

when i said besar..it is big okay!compare my first and 6th tilapia..there you go.. =) it was as big as Jeckshen's palm..

was about to go home when i caught my last and 7th fish of the day..its called a soon hock..small but according to Jeckshen it's not easy to catch..he got one too..

we continued til the sky was dark and it was starting to rain..poor mein kuok was sick that day..for him he managed to catch quite a few fishes..where else natalie got nothing but i dam 'pui fok' her cause she's not afraid of fishes and worms BUT I AM!!! sighs

since natalie didnt have anything to do..she took prettie pictures of utar..

we fished till no one liao..haha..i mean got la..just less..

the results of fishing..many fishes!!!mostly mine..so happy..people never catch before leh..first time then got 7 fishes..i called it beginners luck..wohohoho~

that all for my fishing trip..will try fishing at a new spot soon..can't wait though.. *wide grin*

eLaiNe signing off still scared of fishes..LOL

下雨天

2009-11-15T01:46:00.003+08:00

最近一直在下雨。不管是早上，下午，晚上也好，外面总是下着雨。

而我就每天被困在家里发呆。好闷哦！

在家里让我想了很多很多，发现很多事都已经改变了。

现在已经不是我所想象的那样子。

我想回到从前，但我得接受事实。

eLaiNe signing off tired..

snakes

2009-11-14T17:48:00.003+08:00

few nights ago..mein kuok's friend came over with snakes..reason?mk loaning his 'fat lady' a female python to breed..

snake gathering

this is called spider because when it curl it looks like a web

snake and i

3 snakes on jeckshen!!

winner of the day-mein kuok

look how happy he is!!total of 4 snakes on his shoulders

note that these snakes are tame..so don't worry so much about ME..that is IF you're worried about me..lol..today is another rainy day..whole day rain..supposed to go learn fishing..plan postponed.. =(

eLaiNe signing out lazy to do anything..

oops! how forgetful

2009-11-08T17:55:00.004+08:00

haha..yes yes i forgotten to upload pictures after dinner..so instead it'll be a separate post..well it was johnson's birthday yesterday..the night before that he went to Quadro to celebrate but was back yesterday noon..so last night after tanjung tualang we came back for mahjong while waiting for ah gan and wei zhi..

then it was Gold Label to celebrate again..had 3 buckets of carlsberg..3 plates of fries..2 plates of wedges..3 games..total of 7 people

surprisingly i only had 1 and a half bottles of beer last night..but all thanks to birthday boy for the treat and fun!

although its a simple games..there's full of preassure!!!and laughters as well..who ever loses..guy down 1 whole bottle..girl half a bottle..ah gan kena the most!!LOL

poor thing also la he..cause we always kenakan him..he was pretty gone last night..wakaka..he had to finish the last bottle up ended up wei zhi and i down it for him..i didnt lose once for the game so just help lo..haha..played reversi with mein kuok and i won!i changed all white!wohoo~

left around 3am and we continued with The Ugly Truth but i fell asleep..watched before..slept at 6am woke up around 2 plus today..what a day!

well till my next update..have to go study moral liao..test 1 on tuesday..siennnn

eLaiNe signing off feeling sticky..

war under rain

2009-11-08T16:17:00.010+08:00

yesterday was pretty hot in the afternoon..was surprised though as every other days were cloudy..however the sky was dark eventhough it was like super hot!mein kuok jeckshen ak johnson..basically the gym guys were called to join Tug of War to compete against the Klang Valley team held at the sports complex..

this was taken about 4pm..like storm is coming

view of the mountains at the sport complex..looks so misty *grin*

the announcer announced that there was a 3 meter long snake near the stairs..full of curiosity..mein kuok jeckshen and johnson quickly went to search for it before the bomba arrived..sadly they found nothing..look at their sad faces!LOL

soon it was briefing time..the instructor ask them to just pull..thats all..haha

the team where only ak and jeckshen was in with other gym guys..lousy mein kuok kept saying he's too small size..very long didnt go gym..dunwana join..cheh!

the Mr. Gym Guy (dunno his name) was the one who kept pastering the boys to join the team..he's full of smiles =D

the opponents..they trained for 2 weeks by pulling the tree..damn strong aye?!BUT they were only the 1st runner up!!

presenting the champions of Tug of War!!the kampar team.. *smiles*

this 2 wanted to take picture with one of the teacher..ak damn poser!

kampar..overall champions!!congrats to all!!

i was supposed to be in taiping for a 2 day 1 night trip with ah gor sue yen sam sau and angeline but i didn't go..bad girl i was..sorry peeps..next time k?so instead i went to see the big boys play under the rain and since they won..we went to tanjung tualang to celebrate a little..

headed there at 7.45pm..reached liao then ordered steamed & oats prawns and sambal with potato leaves..

had steamed fish and fried sotongs

not forgetting salted egg crabs too!

dinner was great!was so cooling that we sat outside instead of always wanting the air-con room..everyone was famished..dinner costs us rm41 per person..worth it!

after dinner it rained heavily..the ride home was slightly longer..oh did i mention that on the way there we had to pass by a road without lights and we saw a skinny old man smoking at the roadside on his stopped motor without lights?!!!!!SCARYYYY~ it freaked us out man!!

well thats all.. =)

eLaiNe signing off watching the rain fall once again..

fire burning

2009-11-06T14:47:00.005+08:00

the night before one of mein kuok's rat suddenly went to heaven..so the big boys wanna decompose its body..they ended up taking it as a bio experiment to check if there were pinkies or not..fyi pinkies are the babies..

the poor female rat

time to be disect

the gross part *vomit* (mind you i was the photographer!)

the process with papers,a lil petrol and the sacrifies of a candle (my fault sorry *inside joke*)

the fire..nice?

we spent like an hour trying to cremate the dead body..and it was like already about 2am..i had 8am class the next day!!haha..so cool..now i know why they like to play with fire..however fire is as dangerous as the calm water..being alert is very important..don't wanna get hurt because of something stupid right? =D

eLaiNe sigining off feeling kinda guilty though..

falling tears

2009-11-04T18:55:00.002+08:00

the weather in kampar laterly is always dark and gloomy..
the sky seems to be sad huh?
everyday sure cry atleast once..
but this means i get to enjoy my sleep every night under the blanket..
i just love cold weathers and i like it here..
just like on highlands..
loves!

eLaiNe signing off very hungry.. =(

its their day

2009-11-04T01:09:00.002+08:00

now its the month of November already..time does fly does it?then soon it'll be christmas then new year den MY day den chinese new year den valentine and so on..LOL

anyway this is not why i'm posting about..its about 2 person i know growing in age..hopefully not in size la ya!!HAHAHA

so to both of you who might/might not see this..i just wanna wish you guys..

HAPPY BIRD-DAY RAYNER HO!!!

HAPPY BURSTDAY WEILEAD HO!!!!

HOHO..both HO's having the same birthday but just different year.. =)

have a great one you two..sadly can't go for dinner with you la rayner..next day kays?and i realized this is the first time i wish you..you know la before also not so close..only after you always join HY..haha

eLaiNe signing off wanting to play mahjong.. =(

ring with a hole

2009-11-04T00:16:00.004+08:00

what are you thinking? *winks*

sure thinking of something right right right?? X)

DON'T SIMPLY THINK LA!!

buuuut if you're not then good la..hee =D

my newly found friend..i mean not really new..some time d..Natalie went to KL to look for her sis..she's a shopaholic!!kind of la..haha..what i know is that she LOVES shopping..right nat??

then went she came back..she got me some of this

the logo says for itself

yup..1 box of it..yummy~

i personal like the oreo wan..the last one on the left fyi

had them for supper and the next day..haha..thanks alot nat!!loves

eLaiNe signing off going back to do report..what more then SIENnnn!! -.-

siennnnn

2009-11-03T12:48:00.002+08:00

i've been doing my brand management report since last night and i'm still stuck!!

lousy topic that does not have proper information..

later have to go over to sue yen's place to exchange info somemore..

haihz..damn siennnn la!!!

eLaiNe signing off very siennnn..

a small trip that end lives

2009-11-02T19:33:00.004+08:00

Batu Berangkai is the name of kampar oldtown waterfall..it is situated near taman ros..locals would have evening walks there..on the way up the narrow 1 lane road is where orang asli stays..

i personally visited the place twice only despite staying in kampar for a year plus..many students would spend time there especially during the hot season as the water is very refreshing..but somehow locals have warn us not to go there at night or when its raining because the current is very strong..

i managed to meet a toy poodle named jacky..he's damn adorable and swims in the water too..

although the place is a relaxing spot to hang out..sadly this waterfall has claimed many lives..

last night i heard a shocking news..3 utar students were drowned at that very same waterfall..the victims were James Khor Wan Kai, 20; Yew Shy Gin, 19 and Yew Ghim Chnieh, 20 respectively..and a 22 year old was lucky enough to survive with only cuts and bruises..he did not wish to be named..

the sky was already dark during 5pm yesterday..i heard my friend said they were warn not to go..but somehow the 4 of them still went up hills..i do not know if its true..its all rumors..the 3 deceased went in the water first..the 4th person was about to enter when suddenly a gush of water came towards him..dragging him in the water as well..

a villager saw and managed to quickly pull him out..the other 3 was no where to be seen..they were found about 15 km away from where they fell..all i could say that its all fated..a tragic that shocked many..

last night i happened to pass by the river which leads to oldtown for dinner..many motorist stopped by the river and i was pretty curious too..it was raining by the way..after dinner i passed by the same road and yet there were still people there..a man was even holding a string..from where i was i could see that the water level was very high and the current was strong..anyone who fell in would be sweep away in an instant..that time it was 7 plus..

around midnight..i read the tragic news at star online..it was written that the victims were discovered at 9.40pm and 11 something..i just couldn't believe it..one of them named james was a guy my friends and i used to talked about..we often saw him dining at a coffee shop near ktar..saying he flirts with a lil girl which sticks with him a lot..now he is gone..

there will be a small tribute to the victims later tonight at the westlake basketball court from 9-11pm..do write a small card or bring flowers as a last respect..all these will be taken to penang and kedah for their funerals..here i would like to express my condolence to their families..they have all went to a better place..may they rest in peace..

eLaiNe signing off feeling the pain and sorrow..

NEW

2009-11-02T02:51:00.003+08:00

Surprise!!!

like ma new template?!hehehe

its all so purple and nice..ma 3 favourite colours all in one blog..

thanks to JeckShenTan for spending almost the whole night to help me reconstruct..

loves hugs kisses

eLaiNe signing off flying high.. =)

island trip

2009-11-01T15:24:00.005+08:00

been to penang yet again..i know..3 times already..haha..fun la especially where you get to eat and spent quality time with friends and family..

this time i tag along with jeckshen,mein kuok and also natalie to penang for a 1 night stay just to get rats,hamsters and fishes..this is where you get to see guys go shopping and the girls..haha

started journey after my class ended around 1pm last saturday..lousy la got classes on saturdays..3 sems already la..sighs..reached the island about 4 plus if not mistaken..first stop is mein kuok's house to put our stuffs..have a lil rest and thats when mr. and mrs. cheah collected birdnest from the attic of their shophouse..

freshly collected..this piece is considered as gred A..

at night we had western food for dinner at mein kuok's shop..pretty tasty *winks* took our bath..rest..then went to collect movie tickets from mein kuok's friend then we had movie at gurney plaza..Inglorious Basterds..that show is damn funny!haha..brad pitt was in it..

next day we had hainan loh mee for brunch..mein kuok's family owns the shop so we had it foc..thanks!!very nice..must try people!! =) then it was shopping at fish shop..it was kinda hectic that day..time delayed..

we headed to the fish shop next but no pics..so after that we went to the beach at tanjung tokong/bunga..not sure cz we couldn make it to batu feringgi as it was about to rain heavily..

before we left..a picture of us =)

then it was another pet shop by the road..huge ball python held by mr. knows-how-to-breed-evrything..LOL (he really does know alot about animals)

hehe..mie with the snake..used to be damn scared about it but i overcomed that fear..trying to touch fishes and worms though..but will be damn hard!!

this is a hedgehog..cute?not when the spikes are poky..

soon it was dinner time..mein kuok took us to this japanese restaurant..i don't remember about all the food names..so we shall only see pictures kays?hehe

overall we had a great dinner..femished..great talk great hang out..me loves =) since its a mall..go walk walk lo..went to voir and the guys wanted to try some stuffs..please tahan and don't laugh too loud ya.. *wide grins*

ready??

here goes..

tadaa!!!this 2 fellas wore girl clothes!!!

"eh we pretty ar?!?" - js and mk

"laughs!!!" - nat and i

i LMAO the whole when i was taking the pictures..they couldn even fit la..wakaka..

eh mein kuok..don't angry ya..keke..don't show me this face k?hee

while natalie was trying on the blouse she wanted to get..we 3 ss abit lo..LC faces

Natalie and I

last picture of us 4 before we left penang..

can't wait for another trip!!thats all peeps..

eLaiNe signing off waiting..

organizer

2009-10-31T01:42:00.004+08:00

as mentioned monday was my bitch's birthday..as a bitch of hers..how to not organize something for her right?!so went to class and asked others if they can make it for the supposed surprise yamcha session at golden sand cafe..many said yes but last minute cmi..anyhow the close ones turned up.. =)

i admit being an organizer is tough!but for ma bitch or who ever i'm gonna organize is worth the trouble and money spent..cause they happy i also happy =D

the birthday girl's chocolate ice-cream cake..

other than sam sau's bday..i took the chance to celebrate for the october babies too..hong rui,sue yen and also danny..jacky too but he didnt attend..its a cappucino cake btw..

song sang..time to make a wish and blow!!

the october babies..

look how happy ma bitch was!!

overall the dinner aka yamcha session was great..spent time to catch up a lil..the weather was just cooling that night which made my day..oh i almost drop the cappucino cake while walking up the stairs..LOL..si tho and i was like laughing a lot!!hehe X) the funniest thing was i was actually imagining the scene and it happened..blek!

thats all folks..up next would be about a short trip with friends..

eLaiNe signing off not sleeping yet and tmr there's 10am class..

HOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-29T01:36:00.001+08:00

I DON'T KNOW WHATS GOING THROUGH MY HEAD!!!

I FEEL LIKE SHOUTING MY HEART OUT!!!

I FEEL LIKE BANGING AND PUNCHING THE WALL!!!

I FEEL LIKE CRYING!!!

I FEEL SO WORRIED!!!!!!

I WANNA DIE!!!

eLaiNe signing out aimless..

sky seems to turn gray

2009-10-28T12:59:00.002+08:00

currently back in kampar for a week plus.been to classes everyday except weds,fris and suns.assignments are up.haven been touching yet.sighs.

haven been updating much lately.haven upload the pics from phone and some are still with the owners.lazy to get yet lazy to update.

been to penang a couple of times in like 5 weeks.went back to ipoh too.during sem break been busy with many plans.out almost everyday.kena nag.LOL

anyways i don't know what's wrong lately.things don't seems right.even my back hurts.temper rising fast.just not right.

eLaiNe signing off trying not to think..

to someone close

2009-10-26T19:26:00.005+08:00

hey sammie/sam sau/sam s/ss/samantha/samantha sau/samantha sau yi ting/bitch!

haha..all yr names but you know..calling you a bitch is da best!!funny funny

nthg much to say except to wish my beloved friend a

HapPie bIrthDay!!

loves hugs kisses

xoxo

eLaiNe signing off loving you much!!

see foot

2009-10-15T17:24:00.002+08:00

i went to this place which was located near PJ UTAR..nissan that row for dinner..

even on weekdays also got so many ppl..mostly working ppl..many foreigners too =)

had snaillll~ i mean ascargo..is that how u spell it?nvm wtv..got others like prawn,fish,vege..

the main purpose was this!!the famous crab in hk 'dai jab hai' aka hairy crabs!!rm58 per crab!

you know why?cause those brown colour mud lookalike thingy are actually all hair..haha X)

the bill came out - rm551 *ke ching*

i see them flying away..far far away~

haha..well it was mum's big day..so dad brought us there to experience the so famous crab..thanks dad!!and happy birthday mum!!u slept quite well last night..wakaka

eLaiNe signing off feeling hungry..

shop shop

2009-10-13T22:35:00.005+08:00

after last night's yamcha on the ever so cooling hills..today i went back to utar pj to submit my letter..if nt rm200 flew away d..long story so not mentioning.. =)

then i went ou for shopping..i find it really hard to shop for presents especially when you don't know what to get..spend hours walking and searching..yet i managed to get 2 things..haha..

mum's birthday tomolo..seriously her present damn hard to think of..ended up bought 2 packets of soup thingy from yu yan sang..at least i know she'll boil and drink la..haha

oh not forgetting..i got new handphone string..me love!the old one is almost the same if you people notice..just that the Y dropped off liao..and the heart shape is white..but i like this one better!loves..thank you!

eLaiNe signing off in a good mood.. =)

chilling on high top

2009-10-12T22:54:00.007+08:00

my current location is at..

punya..

with..

and..

and tiang which was the only one in red..

and..

oh and this two at ipoh..

erm chee hoe is missing..haha =)

well weather is nice..not as cold as the previous trip but syok enough to enjoy..whee~ =)

great company+great weather=great time

credits to drivers hong yee and kaishan.. *applause*

eLaiNe signing off loving it!

hotdog

2009-10-11T19:21:00.003+08:00

omg so true wei!!my blog becoming a birthday blog liao..haha..anyhow its another october baby..

Happy Birthday Heng Dai!!

this is the best solo pic of you that i have..hehe..next time come back to celebrate la..u'r so far away!!but we'll be back soon..take care ya =)

eLaiNe signing off a lil pain..

doing good

2009-10-10T18:12:00.002+08:00

back!

yes been back and kinda busy though..been out almost everyday except today!

lets see ma schedule aye..

28/9 last paper
29/9 had alcohol to celebrate along with cards
30/9-2/10 penang trip
3-4/10 ipoh
4/10 genting yamcha
5/10 dinner
6/10 curve
7/10 rammy and yamcha
8/10 1 utama
9/10 mashmellow bbq
10/10 home

upcoming

14/10 lunch
15/10 all-you-can eat dinner
17 or 18/10 back to kampar

haha..i love outings but it causes me trouble!but how often i come home wor..right? =)
lazy to update pics so thats all.

eLaiNe signing off with a slight headache..

Brother ma

2009-10-07T19:49:00.002+08:00

its another special day for a brother of mine..mr goh hong rui!!this ah gor of mine has finally turned 21!!so..

hapi birthday gor!!

p/s: gor..big boy d lo..dun alwiz so naughty liao..bully people je..and must take good care of you-know-who la..PLUS me as well!!keke..will see ya back in kampar lo.. =)

eLaiNe signing off wishing him the best..

your day!

2009-10-03T20:35:00.003+08:00

its 3rd of october!!it means that calvin kiang yu seng is another year OLDER!!!wakaka

Happee Birthdey ah ko!!!!

haha..you don't mind about the pic de hor??even so i won't change d!!LOL

eLaiNe signing off wishing him all the best..

hols?

2009-10-03T19:07:00.002+08:00

hello hello.its holiday baby!

ahem well spend some time in the car going around an island and learning more about fishes.

not to mention spending quality time under the sky that keeps raining with friends.

missed a gathering at the headquaters last night due to an extanded journey back from kampar.nvm more to come i believe? =D

currently in ipoh.having dinner soon and when night falls i bet every kid out there will start to light up beautiful candles and colourful laterns.

thats all for now,waiting for outings cause people i'm damn FREE!! =)

eLaiNe signing off a lil sad..

never knew

2009-09-29T03:13:00.002+08:00

never in my 20 yrs life i would know that someone is THAT worried about me..

seriously..

i don't know how my parents with react when they are THAT worried..

i'm guilty..

tears..

eLaiNe signing out knowing sthg new..

holiday!

2009-09-29T01:27:00.002+08:00

hello hello!eLaiNe T is back! XD

yup yup..exams are finally over for her!hip hip hurray! *jumps*

can't wait for the day after tmr..hehe *winks*

well..nothing much to be updated..wait till i have something on first ba..waiting for picnic..haha

will be back in peejay on friday..

eLaiNe signing off relieved but not satisfied..

me?

2009-09-22T01:54:00.003+08:00

i've been doing some thinking and got some feedbacks..
actually who am i?
what type of person am i?
can anyone just tell me?
i really need to know..
cause a thought saying that i no longer be who i used to be..

eLaiNe signing off wanting to know..

moodless test.

2009-09-15T14:19:00.002+08:00

hey peeps..sorry for the lack updates..currently having finals which started last friday..

sighs..really having no mood to friggin study la..

whats wrong!?

wtv..i go try study d..wont be updating much till next month..see ya!

eLaiNe signing off waiting..

999

2009-09-09T02:57:00.001+08:00

hello..yes i'm still up..just wanna indicate that its 9/9/09 today!

thats all..bye

eLaiNe signing off so not studyin YET!

WHERE ARE YOU?!!

2009-09-08T22:40:00.002+08:00

ooi..where the hell is my mood?!!

damn it man!!

fisrt paper on friday d la..

haihz..i try to study d la..

eLaiNe signing off really needs her mood fast..

fcuk

2009-09-03T22:03:00.002+08:00

today is just not my fcuking day!

eLaiNe signing off feeling really tired..

ding dong bells

2009-08-30T22:48:00.008+08:00

helo!yes i'm back to blog.. =) fyi i'm also back in peejay since friday..will go back kampar on tuesday evening..was back on friday then headed straight to 1U for shopping and also dinner before going home..at night had yamcha sessions with my gang..the close ones that is!

next morning supposed to have breakfast with them as well but was lazy..blek! XP slept til almost 2pm..watched tv,bathed then went to wei zhi's place to prepare for jeckshen's sister,Quinnie's wedding dinner at JayaOne's Overseas if not mistaken..

met fei xiang,bradley and hui nian there..funny people =D

mein kuok even came from kampar with jordan for the dinner..chi khan was late and i didn capture his look..haha

meet another 2 new friends..gori and emily,my junior from dj..this 2 also very nice to be with..

then mr. handsome!haha..jeckshen had to wear tux..quite impressing though compared to his usual style..LOL

YES i didn take a pic of myself..forgotten to ss abit..haha..normal me la..black dress with green half jacket..credits to wei zhi for the makeup,straightening my hair and also for the handbag..loves!

after the dinner..went to bradley's place in taman sea for awhile..he made us coffee..yummy~ sthg like latte then we add almond syrup..tasted even better.. *slurps* he have this 68" lcd damn cool wei!!so many nice stuffs la..i somemore like jakun like that..haha..i know!soon we headed to yee cheng's house..another new friend..her house is nice,so is her dog chloe if that's how you spell it..she has 3 dogs btw..hanged out with them till 2am then went home..basically dad was already angry..

then this morning supposed to go to jeckshen's house to join the 'jip san leong' ceremony..fyi is the fetching bride ceremony..for some reasons i didn go..lousy me!ended up spending time with family..went for breakfast at dai tong in ss2 then go atria..came watched chicken little that cute show,slept a lil then got ready for dinner with my aunt and her family because benneth's gf's family was here from kuching..makan at south sea seafood restaurant..just got back..

tmr most probably going zoo negara with jordan they all..should be fun!damn long didn go ady..haha

p/s : congrats to quinnie and keng siong!!best wishes to both..and nice meeting everyone that night..it was a blast!oh and i got new bottle..thank YOU!!loves

eLaiNe signing off very full..teehee~ X)

happie happy

2009-08-27T09:51:00.002+08:00

after countless of sleepless nights..
FINALLY..
i'm freeeeeeeeeee~
all assignments passed up..
all presented..
BUT
finals is in 2 weeks -.-

eLaiNe signing off relieved for the time being..

stuck

2009-08-26T04:08:00.003+08:00

eLaiNe T. and Eric is stucked with html codings,photoshop,dreamweaver and google for the whole night..

till now that is..

everyone is free and sleeping..

we are still trying..

eLaiNe signing off wanting to break free..

lucks

2009-08-24T22:49:00.002+08:00

a short update i shall..

firstly i would like to congrats to those who have finished all assignments and presentations today..finally can sleep lo!

secondly i would like to tell my groupmates that its ok to have our presentation delayed..no one is to blame..at least we have a second chance right?

lastly to those who have to hand up crm on friday..all the best in the report!

after friday everyone can be free!but then finals is just around the corner..good luck people!!

anyway i will be FINALLY going back peejay on friday..whee~

eLaiNe signing off waiting to be free.. =)

celaka betul

2009-08-20T01:33:00.003+08:00

i just don't get it..why can people be sleeping soundly when others are rushing like mad for something?!

i mean don't they feel guilty?!

i too wanna sleep you know?!

we too wanna sleep!!

eLaiNe signing off not being able to sleep again..

abandon

2009-08-15T19:55:00.002+08:00

hey peeps..sorry for not updating lately..just to inform you guys that i wont be blogging for 1 week or so due to assignments..have to rush for 3 submission dates next week..and 2 more presentations the following week..sienz -.-

after that will be slightly better but finals will be next..cant wait for holidays though..thats all for now..having discussion in less then an hour..dont miss me folks!will be back!toodles~

eLaiNe signing off to start a hectic week!

livinghell

2009-08-09T17:55:00.002+08:00

i'm damn fed-up.really is!
damn those people.f-ed up people.
spoilt my day.totally.
living under the same roof with some f-ed up people is rather stressful compared to assignments and presentations.
don't you agree?!
i'll be patient. *swollowing hard*
i rather stay with people like ma bitch,lyn,mamasan and fu diao diao.
i mean it.

eLaiNe signing off waiting..

123456789

2009-08-07T10:43:00.006+08:00

*edited

it only happens once in a lifetime.

i'm lucky enough to experience this.

last night about 14 hours back the time was in sequence.

123456789 - 12:34:56 07/08/09

glad i didn't spend it alone.

eLaiNe signing off being very blur of the time..

1 day getaway

2009-08-07T10:08:00.004+08:00

As mentioned before..i went to lata kinjang last saturday with a bunch of friends for a break..ah fai came up and we all went at around 2 plus..supposed to go ipoh mana tau last min change plan..sue yen was unwell but we pulled her there as well..after seeing doctor that is..

mei ling aka wang san and wanni aka manz acting cute..

the long flight of stairs..nothing compared to templer park though..

how to miss out camwhore with this bitch aye!?

finally we meet with nature..

the bunch of 'sa poh-s'..

and also the 'sa lao-s'..

not forgetting the 'twin towers'.. XD

had a great time with angeline,ah fai,ah gor,sue yen,mei ling,wanni,and also ma bitch..it rained but it makes no difference when we're already wet..i never stay under the rain for so long before..no worries of getting sick and all..seems like all my troubles are being washed away..

eLaiNe signing off wishing time could be turned back..

just don't bother asking

2009-08-07T09:54:00.003+08:00

when i finally thought things would get better after 2 very stressful presentations..things got worst instead..

damn f**ked up.

i shouldn't have done it.

mistake learned.a very costly one indeed.

no more.i won't do it.

it should't end this way.not how i expected.

shit happens.

p/s : i mean it when i mention don't bother asking.mood swing starts.

eLaiNe signing off extremely guilty..

ss

2009-08-04T04:52:00.003+08:00

ma bitch wrote how much she loves me this evening during copy writing class..so here is your reply bitch!muaxxx

you'll be love as much as you love me and even more!

loves hugs kisses

eLaiNe signing off loving you..

stressing

2009-08-04T04:46:00.002+08:00

heyo peeps!yesss..eLaiNe T. is burning midnight oil yet again for what?assigments lo..haiz

having my comm theories presentation later in about 12 hours time..

BUT have to finish all the slides to be printed then have to pass to ms mok by 12 noon..

i have to go consult ms huan as well..again by 12pm

sien bo?

yala last minute work la..dun start to nag k -.-

back to work it is when everyone is actually sleeping..have to wake sue yen up soon!

eLaiNe signing off during one of those sleepless night..

A-G-A-I-N

2009-08-02T14:04:00.002+08:00

i've been sick for almost a month d wei!!!

%&$&(*&%!!@^(*

my cough seems to go off ady but somehow it came back..wth

cough = sore throat = fever = moodless

updates on lata kinjang will be up next..

eLaiNe signing off wanting to fully recover..

welcome dude

2009-07-29T14:22:00.003+08:00

nyek nyek nyek..oooo someone is a year older liao wor..wakaka..always ejek people..now its YOUR turn!!blek =P

orang ini sama class with saya during form 1 back in smkdj..that wasn't that close yet..but somehow ar..after form 5 baru close..sweat hor?well this is call fate..zai bo?ever since we were 1 close group of friends along with hong yee,kai ning,swee ing,christin,yi ming and wei zhi..

now people got nice camera..semi pro dslr..can take nice pic liao..hehe..go everywhere with it..best photographer buddy rayner and him sama-sama je..credits to them for nice and cool pictures..

Happy Birthday Lee Chee Hoe!!!

its your day..enjoy it!!other than having classes la..sorry for not being able to celebrate with you..but hope you'll have fun with the rest..best friends forever!!loves

eLaiNe signing off wishing you the best.

thank you!

2009-07-29T01:16:00.002+08:00

i wrote that i have to sit for a test tmr on facebook and in 3 minutes time i received a comment..
guess what..in less then half an hour ady got 4 comments!!
its nthg la but i never expected tat ppl actually will comment so soon..
thanks for all yr wishes though..
i'm surprised that ppl will drop by to wish me..
i'm glad and thankful to know that you ppl actually cares about me..
i always thought that no one does.. =(
maybe i'm thinking the wrong way.. >.<
once again THANK YOU!!
loves!

eLaiNe signing off touched..

doomed

2009-07-28T16:03:00.003+08:00

i'm so doomed right now..even not now then it will be soon..
slept at 6 this morning..woke up around 3 plus..
tmr got crm test and i'm not done..
next week got 2 presentations..
this saturday going out with friends..
dam f-ed up wei..
thinking about all these makes me stress because i haven start and its not finish!!
only one thought can make me happy..

p/s : all the best to my biatch,angeline,louise,sam lee and jacky for the presentation later!

eLaiNe signing off hoping she won't die of stress..

moodless

2009-07-24T22:29:00.001+08:00

i have NO friggin mood to redo my movie poster now..
having a headache..
a hole in my heart..
just no mood..

eLaiNe signing off not feeeling good..

distance felt

2009-07-19T15:33:00.003+08:00

we have friends and they do come and go..some will still remain in contact but many don't..

i used to have very close friends through out primary and secondary to even foundation and now degree..i rarely keep in touch with my primary buddies,at least i still hang out with either 1 or 2 of them..

then in secondary..well i hang out with the same close gang..but the rest seems to slowly fade..

as for foundation..though we go to the same uni..yet we still can't see each other..how pathetic is that!i know..at times i really hope that at least the foundation friends i have can still hang out and be how we used to back then..sad enough it doesn..new friends made and old friends seems to be left out ady..how we used to msg each other and all is now all gone.. =(

well life moves on..and i've found new friends in degree and they are great..i mean all friends are!i wonder what will happen after degree is over..working life would be a another story..harder to find true friends that is..

i just miss those happy moments..all those laughters,hang outs,talking,bullying,eating,walking,driving,messaging and all..how i wish it could last..

eLaiNe signing off missing the old times..

w-t-_?!!

2009-07-18T06:46:00.002+08:00

eLaiNe T. is still awake till this time doing what?
what more than comm theory assignment..

she and her groupmates are cueless about the theories..

damn it.. -.-
hanging..
stuck..
die..
how?
haiz..

eLaiNe signing off puzzled and being a zombie..

just for you

2009-07-17T14:27:00.005+08:00

okay..someone complain that i'm tooooo 'fa sam' ady wor..lub too many people liao..let me make things clear before i start this post..the previous post i was trying to blog about the strawberry and ma bitch and since i mentioned i love her i wanted to continue by blogging about the other 2 that said i din lub them..but ended up too many came to complain as well..haihz..like sam sau said..luckily she didn had such post..now i know why.. -.-"'

now as for this post it is really for this someone that owns my '所谓的宝贝'..cause as a friend..she doesn't 计较 alot..not oni to me but to others as well..especially 最吵那个!! XP you can't find another friend like her except for ah gor la..haha..

other than having many names for her..somehow she won't be mad about it..okay la..maybe she doesn like it and i dono..but what i know she dam 玩得 wan lo..so i'm sure you're ok with it de hor 新朋友?!hehe..this girl..at times she can be

cute?

naughty/cheeky?

and at times just being that cheerful her!

this girl cannot act cool..well she did try but damn funny de..doesn even look cool at all..LOL anyhow that is how i view her..but when she's down i can tell too..just dun like her to be that way..i like that talkative her,laughing out where the first 3 laughs are loud being that 傻婆,the way she react while laughing,the bubbly her..well people do have down moments so its ok..but pls maintain that cheerful you ya llz!! =)

thats why i L-O-V-E you lo!!muaxxx

eLaiNe signing off not hoping for more complains!!

naughtymie

2009-07-17T03:55:00.002+08:00

guess what..i just got back from super with sue yen which asked me to join ah gor for his late dinner and gar yee was being pulled along..haha..all 3 were doing research yet went to abc to yamcha cz my poor ah gor haven eat yet..so go chit-chat lo..

i was kinda hungry so had nasi goreng kampung and sue yen ordered tomyam soup..i drank like a quater of it wei..someone is sooooo gonna kill me after seeing this post because i supposed to be sleeping and even if i went yamcha i'm not supposed to be drinking tomyam!!i'm sorry!! =(

speaking about that..its cause i fell sick the night i came back to the lowlands..dam swt..had fever on sunday night..morning woke up with sore throat..thks to the medicine supplied..i recovered like really fast but throat damm itchy and i had cough since then till now..cough till my chest kinda pain at times..i know i'm making people worried but i'll be fine k?promise..

anyway thks to those who was there for me by giving advises and medicine and also for the wishes to get well soon..i'll be strong..no worries..love ya people!! <3 i better head to bed now before someone really is angry of me!!but i had alot of fun today being crazy and fooling around all..teasing people is fun!!you-know-who-you-are..loves

eLaiNe signing off feeling guilty and sorry..

'cutting the kilos..'

2009-07-17T02:01:00.002+08:00

the phrase above was the pm of lee sue yen's msn..

guess what..it shall be my blog post..why so?

because even i couldn't believe my eyes that i *!&%%#@)&^#(!^@^!)@#!*&^%$@ lost 3 kilos!!!!

can't sleep already la tonight..keke XD

eLaiNe signing off flying..whee~

*My Online Diary*