Saturday, September 25, 2010

it never felt nice

i was being criticized badly.

felt? t-e-r-r-i-b-l-e



this person does not look like such that would say such things. words were like spears piercing through. its not that i never try making friends with this person, its just that no chance was given.

let me ask, do any of you judge someone by the looks only?

if any of you who doesn't even know me, how well do you know me about animals?

does grades portray a person's intelligence?

so what if you get 3.0 and above yet you don't even know the principles in life.

its still a failure.

fyi, i DO NOT get a merely 2.0 in my studies. just underestimating me.

ever since that day i saw what was written with my own eyes, i told myself, never to judge a book by its cover, especially humans.

the worst part of it all? my mum was involved.

i hate people who talks about other people's family, especially MY family.

so D-I-S-R-E-S-P-E-C-T-F-U-L.

i know i ain't pretty, but does it mean its my mother's fault?!

for all i know, my mum taught me manners.

no matter what i did or said, i do not, i repeat, i DO NOT deserved such criticizm.

it gives NO right to say such hurtful stuffs.

i wonder, have anyone ever look at themselves first before criticizing others?

i'm here to make friends, not enemies.

if you ever hate me then just leave.

p/s: i know you read my blog.

after this, i've learnt my lesson. even a person whom is not even your friend could do so much. no one is worth trusting 100%. even so, this type of friend is no longer worth getting along with.

eLaiNe signing of learning.

Friday, September 10, 2010

the beginning.

i'm really starting to hate my life.

it wasn't good, now its worst.

in addition to that, i'm having pms.

wtf.

fml.

fmw.

oh fyi, finals begins next tuesday.

wish me luck.

eLaiNe signing off cueless.

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